Ok, its been over a week since my cap basically dumped me. Its been a hard week but Im feeling much better. I never thought i was being clingy but in a sense i guess i was. Anyways, that is now in my past. As hard as it was I must remember that I must go on. And guess what? I have another guy knocking at my door now, AND he's another freakin cap! This one is more mature than the last. He knows what he wants and doesnt want. He is straightforward and doesnt waste time with games. He is also brutally honest with everything. I am not clingy with him at all. And it does work! I dont have to call or text. He does it all! And if he doesnt hear from me like in two days he will text or call wondering whats going on. The last experience I had with the first cap really prepared me for the second cap. And the cool thing is that he wants to know all about me, yet a keep some mystery about myself that seems to intrigue him. Hopefully this will work out. He seems determined and always asks me if i am really going to go out to see him. "Youre not bullshitting me" he would ask. So with this said, I will play it cool, I will be independent, and see where it takes me with this cap. I will keep you all posted.
