I'm ... just so ...

This topic was created in the Capricorn forum by cappysweetie on Wednesday, December 7, 2011 and has 12 replies.

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@cappysweetie
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... so fucking scared right now. OMG, I hate it, I just hate it. Ugh, I don't like fearing scared. It sucks. PLEASE, let 2011 go into the record books as the most "Uncool Year Ever". Please 2011, go away and never EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER comeback. Kay Thanks Bye.

*drops mic*

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@cappy~go~luckytoo
16 Years

it's nearly over - thank goodness.

Here I will make you a nice cup of tea and you will feel much better. Now sit down and tell me what's been happening with you sweetie?

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@cappysweetie
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Posted by cappy~go~luckytoo
it's nearly over - thank goodness.

Here I will make you a nice cup of tea and you will feel much better. Now sit down and tell me what's been happening with you sweetie?

Missed you SOOOOOOOOO much ^_^. I've made some really dumb choices of late, I needed your insight. lol that's what I get for leaving ;_;

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@McVirgo
14 Years

Fears remaining in the dark will keep you on the edge...you'll never know when they'll rear their ugly heads! Exposing them at least will give you the advantage of seeing them coming. That said...2 more weeks and perhaps you can upgrade to a different closet :-).

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@cappy~go~luckytoo
16 Years

Posted by cappysweetie

Missed you SOOOOOOOOO much ^_^. I've made some really dumb choices of late, I needed your insight. lol that's what I get for leaving ;_;

I haven't been around here much, but I also miss the good old days when we were all dxp addicts and everything was warm and cosy in the safe and happy world of this forum. Not sure if it's just me but it feels like life was so much easier a couple of years back.

Sweetie I've made some bad choices in life too. But at the end of the day, most of the stuff we worry about doesn't really matter in the grand scheme of things. I've read a couple of sharon maas novels recently. the stories are a bit twee, but she injects a great deal of sensitivity and depth of insight incidentally where you don't expect it, so it comes across as a beautiful surprise. She speaks a lot about not fighting your destiny or about finding what your destiny is. I guess destiny is an eastern concept (she spent several years living in India), but it's an interesting way to look at life if you are used to thinking we are the drivers of our lives. Maybe life is easier when we stop fighting with it and accept what it is?

Anyway have a very merry Christmas x