It?s long but I think I deserve a read

I am disappointed?I found this wonderful message board and my goal here is to get some insight and try to understand better Capricorn men as I have read here and there they are ?difficult? to deal with and frankly, I am mixed up about the mixed messages. So I wrote here and all I got were responses about ME, MY actions?NO ONE, answered the questions I had! No one?I know ME, I know exactly what I am doing and WHY I am doing it. I am smart and I am not lying to myself or to him when I say I do not want a bf. Do I want to see him again, absolutely! Do I know where it will lead, what will happen in 2 months, no?Could I get hurt?possibly?do I take full responsibility for my actions, absolutely.

Again, I know what?s making me want to see him again and to try to see where it can lead, but right now I am trying to understand this Cap? with your help... I will just add to my story that I was honest when I said I was not looking for anything serious, not looking for a BF. I would not have responded to his email (we met through internet) if I were looking for something serious as 1. He is much younger than me and 2. He made it clear he did not want anything serious as did I.

NOW?the reason I wrote and that I am confused is because to me (and my friends) his actions do not match what he says (he says he doesn?t want anything serious but really acted like he was falling for me) and it seems to match what I have read here?that they are afraid, don?t trust easily and protect themselves and take a long time to decide if they want a relationship with you. You have to understand that even though we kissed for well over an hour when we first met, I wasn?t even sure I wanted to see him again. I was not that interested/attracted to him but for him, there was no doubt and he made it clear. Like I wrote in my previous post, he could not leave my place and kept holding me so tight. When he called the next week and offered to come to my place to cook me dinner, I wasn?t even sure anything would happen between us and since I am very honest I told him that. We had an incredible evening and it did not take too long for me to realize that I did want to spend the night with him. We cooked dinner together, he kept holding me and kissing me while we were preparing the meal, we sat in front of the fireplace and talked while I was in his arms. We were kissing like crazy. The night was just fabulous and that?s what puzzled me. I did not expect that?that there would be such chemistry, that we would connect like that, that he would be so into me, so tender and affectionate and honestly, I don't think he did either...Someone wrote my imagination was getting the best of me...I am down to earth and I do not think it's common for guys to act this way when it's suppose to be a one time deal with no attachment, especially not him by what I know of how he is, acted with other girls.

That night, we almost did not get any sleep and in the morning he was caressing my face, kissing it all over, holding me tight and said ?maybe we are going to see each other again?? To which I replied ?Sure! Why not!?. Leaves and come back in because he forgot something and comes back in the bedroom and takes my hand and kisses it so tenderly and kisses me some more and again, it seemed hard for him to leave. NOW, excuse me but I cannot bring myself to think that for him it was ?wham bam thank you mam? like he said he wanted at first. Maybe he doesn?t even know himself what he wants right now but I know he want?s to see me again but I think he is scared for some reason I will get attached. Sex is one thing?the way he acted is something else?We have talked a lot about other girls he has met so I know pretty much is m.o. and this is not it?I am not saying he wants me as his girlfriend (yet or ever) but I know I was really taken aback by our evening and I know (no doubt in my mind) he was too. Would a guy ask a girl he doesn't plan to date if she wo