.. I don't even know where to begin. There's this Gemini.. I don't know how, we jus clicked and we started goin out n all.. Well it happend all of a sudden but sadly he has a wife so I tried staying away from him ..but he would always come Around and I would go weak in the knees and jus give in.. And one day out of blue one of my Fren told me that he was cheating on me with someone else.. That's when he disappeared so suddenly.. I went crazy and I was so lost at that time.. It took me so long to get over him and then after couple of months he suddenly popped back into my life . And I (I know what I did was stupid) jus accepted him . I didn't even ask him anything and we jus continued where we left off like nothing happened. And it's been two years that we've had this on and off thing, everything in secrecy (I know shame on me) and I used to feel guilty but I fell in love with him and it made me accept him. He told me that he loved me and wanted to run away with me. I refused to. But regretted not doin so. Then he starred to work extra hours so we hardly saw each other or texted each other. Coz I was busy with my work too. But everytime we met we'd talk, and spend time with each other (he's frigging good in bed!! Wink wink! (; ) but after a while we jus drifted from each other.. I don't know how but I could feel it. I jus tried to b positive thinking he was busy at work and all. Then suddenly I hrd frm a Fren that he is planning to break up with his wife.. Not because of me but some other girl. I was really hurt. I am not sure of what really happened but according to my friend he denied having affair with this "other girl" but he wanted to separate from his wife. But then he jus acted weird with me too. He'd not message me or see me unless I messaged him first. It was like as if I was the only one trying to put too much effort. And then recently I went clubbing with group of friends and I was really drunk and I ended up kissing a guy(he's libra). I used to think he was nice and all and he used to like me. He went thru a terrible break up phase too. And I started seeing him. I felt guilty after and I wrote to the Gemini guy that I can't have him confusing me anymore and I needed to leave him and apologised if there ever was any fault of mine. I even wrote to him that he left me once and I pretended not to notice when he was back and also that I kissed someone else when I was drunk n blah blah. He messaged me asking for explanations. I didn't have the heart
