and so I ran away from Sag

or still am.
He's a good guy. Did nothing wrong. I need my space. I found I'm too preoccupied with him, things we can have, want to have, don't have, but should be instead focusing on me and my kids. So as of yesterday I told him I need a break for a few days. I think he'll be fine. He's a Sag, he will shake it off and move on I'm sure. His reaction was: ok, that's fine, take your time. Well, to be honest, if someone did that to me, I would say: take all the time you want, I'll be gone by the time you make up your mind.

bah... can't win. can't have him and don't want to be so engulfed by him.

now what?

:/

I'm ok though to concentrate on my immediate things, not someone who is miles away and I see only once a month...

I guess only once a month would be hard?

well, it's not that it's once a month. I get so wrapped up in him, and he's agood guy, that I forget to keep focus on my own life and started to align with his. but really? that's stupid. not like we have anything really.he hasn't even really blinked, didnt even ask why. well, whatever. guess that's done and dealt with.

I agree with JuneBugGem