Another one bites the dust...

Hey fellow Gemy peeps. I'm sure none if you recognize me but I've been reading this blog for almost two years now. I'm a bit of a loner so I just came on to say that my boyfriend and I of two years broke up tonight. He's the Aquarius guy I've been trying me damn hardest to work with....BUT like all good things....oh wait....I was miserable half of the time because I am not in a happy place right now. I'm sure I loved him and cared for him more than he did me...but I also think I loved him more than I loved myself. This is a valid lesson to learn in life.it's always said, "not one will love you until you learn to love yourself" , but to hear it so many times I think I've finally experienced selfless love. 🙂 Thanks for THAT Mic. So long.

That is very sweet of you. I have had a rough childhood and taken everything personally that has happened to me and my family. My jaded view of love will definitely hold me down and I am going to work on myself by myself for a while, to start. Thanks again for your POV... 🙂 The thing is I have no idea what I'm doing when in relationships anyways so I just do what I believe is right and hope it works out. Putting way too much effort into it and holding on for dear life is actually something I want to stop doing

Posted by AbstractRay
Hey fellow Gemy peeps. I'm sure none if you recognize me but I've been reading this blog for almost two years now. I'm a bit of a loner so I just came on to say that my boyfriend and I of two years broke up tonight. He's the Aquarius guy I've been trying me damn hardest to work with....BUT like all good things....oh wait....I was miserable half of the time because I am not in a happy place right now. I'm sure I loved him and cared for him more than he did me...but I also think I loved him more than I loved myself. This is a valid lesson to learn in life.it's always said, "not one will love you until you learn to love yourself" , but to hear it so many times I think I've finally experienced selfless love. 🙂 Thanks for THAT Mic. So long.

Hi AbstractRay,
I remember you well, you give me some advice about gemini man I was in love and I'm still but we are friends for now.
I'm sorry to hear that you broke up with your Agua boyfriend.

For me and my gemini man...it is exactly what happened to you...I'm not in happy place as well and i need to learn to love yourself ...it's really important...but it's not easy

I hope you'll be ok

cheers

Posted by Boriska

Posted by AbstractRay
Hey fellow Gemy peeps. I'm sure none if you recognize me but I've been reading this blog for almost two years now. I'm a bit of a loner so I just came on to say that my boyfriend and I of two years broke up tonight. He's the Aquarius guy I've been trying me damn hardest to work with....BUT like all good things....oh wait....I was miserable half of the time because I am not in a happy place right now. I'm sure I loved him and cared for him more than he did me...but I also think I loved him more than I loved myself. This is a valid lesson to learn in life.it's always said, "not one will love you until you learn to love yourself" , but to hear it so many times I think I've finally experienced selfless love. 🙂 Thanks for THAT Mic. So long.

Hi AbstractRay,
I remember you well, you give me some advice about gemini man I was in love and I'm still but we are friends for now.
I'm sorry to hear that you broke up with your Agua boyfriend.

For me and my gemini man...it is exactly what happened to you...I'm not in happy place as well and i need to learn to love yourself ...it's really important...but it's not easy

I hope you'll be ok

cheers

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Hi Boriska,

Thanks so much for the encouragement. Self Love is very important and I'm glad to see you are working on yourself, too. It IS beautiful to be able to love someone so much while still giving yourself the respect you deserve. With age I suppose....Glad to hear from you 🙂

Yeah I went through training for the Air force...didnt work out the way I planned. :/ That's another story lol