bubbles bursting all around me

I'm normally the upbeat bubbly chick, always laughing and cracking jokes. My Bull's dad passed away on New Years Day and its been a world of misery all around me. I'm watching the love of my life just crumble before me. I can't explain the hurt he is feeling. He only KNEW his dad 5 months and the attachment to eafch other was surreal.

While i'm trying to be strong for him, all of the joy of life is just fading away. I have lost my luster. It's making for horrible, irritable days.

I'm hurting aswell and can't talk about it cuz i don't want to make him have to think about it. I don't expect people to understand why i would be hurting as well. I never met him in person, had many conversations with him on the phone. But he is my mans dad, which he was becoming a father figure in my life as well. It also makes me think about my dad, my dad is 10 years older than his dad. he was only 52.

I'm hurting, my bull is aching, not a good start to my year.

One bull's father died a little over a year ago. My hubby tends to keep it all built up inside so I think it's actually positive he's letting it out. I think it's actually better that you are feeling it with him. This will help him get through and truly know he's not alone. I knew my father-in-law for 10 years. It was devastating losing him. But, just think...you have eachother and you WILL get through this together. Do not worry about being strong for him. He just needs you to be there.
You will never understand fully what it's like to lose a parent until it happens to you. Just try and take good care of eachother and understand grief is a process to get through...take your time and love eachother well.

Peace and lots of love to you both!

I meant MY Bull's father...not one?? Don't know where that came from. Probably all this damn snow is wiggin' me out!

i give you my deepest condolences, Baby Grl. i will keep both you and your taurus in my thoughts.

baby at least he got a chance to know his dad before he died...some things happen for a reason. You have my deepest sympathy (hugs)

Greetings Baby-Grl,



Many months I've experience much joy and laughter reading your views and the views of other fellow gemini's. While reading your blog, there was a pain in my heart , and I decided to join this wonderful forum to give you and your man words of encourgement as you have done for me. At this moment, I am over flowing with peace, understanding and tranquility. Please accept and share this wonderful flow energy with your " Bull" as a token of love,faith and happiness from me.



Respectfully,

Nikkipoo

Thanks for your thoughts... trying to cope with all of this. I get home, my cat is sick. It's the craziest thing, her liver is failing. This was one major problem with his dad. It's just crazy to me. I'm devestated. I can't see straight right now. Every where i look there is hurt.

Sister didn't even call in regards to my man's dad

Cousins breaking up with long time boyfriend,

Cat sick,

Nephew got arrested

i really can go on.

So i'm going to list a few positives, maybe writing it down and saying it as i type it can clear the gloom around my heart.

My other nephew is back from Afghanistan safe and in one piece, WHEW

He just told me his girlfriend is pregnant - YES!!! a lil baby is coming 🙂

Me and my bull have been tried and tested over the last few months and us together and our relationship has grown even more. (I'm so used to my relationships that when stuff goes wrong, arguements and irritable tendencies rear their ugly head)


I don't like showing my weakness to the people in my life, i typically hold it all in. So this forum is such a great outlet so if you read this, thanks for listening.

better weekend 🙂 I'm starting to see the clearing through the clouds. Thanks guys 🙂

yes we are here for each other.. much condolences to your bull's dad.. but he somewhere where he can't be hurt & @ da asme time Watching over you & your Loved ones .. so keep on Living & being yaself he prolly wouldn't want it any other way