So me and my gemini dated for almost 4 years and she broke it off with me because of my Jelousy. After the break up i wrote to her and apologized for it and told her i can change and told her how i was gonna change. She never messaged me back. But two days later she messaged me and told me shes happy i found something thats going to help me with my jealousy and that i must really lover her that i want to be at least be friends to show her i have changed. So i asked her out to dinner she told me she didnt know and shed have to let me know. So on the date she texted me and told me she wants to go. On the date she was very distant and first and me being an affectionate person didn't stop me from kissing her on the cheek. She then said to not try kiss her i said thats fine. She also told me she ditched some friends to hang out with me and not to post anything on Facebook. So i know she likes to talk and i kept the conversation going throughout dinner and i saw that she was becoming less distant as i was making her laugh and giggle throughout dinner as well as just talk about life. I felt that she was getting comfortable and i started touching her hands and arms. I then told her i miss being around her and i asked her if she did she said i cant tell you. So after dinner i asked if she wanted to grab drinks somewhere and she said sure. At the bar she opened up more and i held her hand at times while we chatted the night away and i still was making her laugh. At one point we were having a good time i asked again and said oh come one you know you miss this and me. She said she cant tell me that cause ill get excited and then she smiled. When we left the bar she put her hand around my arm as we walked to the car. When she dropped me off i gave her a hug and decided to kiss her even though she said not to. we made out for a bit and went on home. She text me later that night and said thank you for tonight. i said your welcome and that i love spending time just talking to her. Since that night shes been texting me sporadically but only about stuff going on in her life. Do you guys think she is interested in getting back with me or just misses having someone in her life.She knows i really care about her and that im willing to do anything to make her happy. I wish she does come back but i have to be careful so i dont get hurt as well. What do you guys think?
