Gemini stuck in emotional Stupor—

Usually all the time, I have such an optimistic attitude and am so carefree, but lately I've been in this emotional blur. I go throughout school in this daydreamish attitude. I'm so detached from everything. I've blown off my friends and have been very hateful towards my parents. It's been going on for about 2 weeks. I also have this very paranoid feeling that people secretly dislike me. I direct that suspicion towards my friends although they'd never do that to me. Maybe the reason I feel this way is cause I crave that feeling of being wanted in a relationship. Mostly I find those types of characteristics when people have their Moon in Libra. Do I just need to recharge my Gemini batteries? Is this some kind of sign to relax and calm down? Fellow Gemini, what do you think? Also, here's my chart.



Sun Gemini 5.05 Ascendant Cancer 23.12
Moon Sagittarius 24.42 II Leo 13.16
Mercury Gemini 27.40 III Virgo 6.56
Venus Cancer 6.36 IV Libra 6.45
Mars Taurus 1.58 V Scorpio 13.05
Jupiter Scorpio 6.41 R VI Sagittarius 20.37
Saturn Pisces 11.47 VII Capricorn 23.12
Uranus Capricorn 26.04 R VIII Aquarius 13.16
Neptune Capricorn 23.06 R IX Pisces 6.56
Pluto Scorpio 26.28 R Midheaven Aries 6.45
Lilith Taurus 5.26 XI Taurus 13.05
Asc node Scorpio 23.56 XII Gemini 20.37

I suppose so. I always over-analyze situations and very sensitive to my surroundings (probably ascendant in cancer's doing) I'm always restless no matter what. Who knows? I know these things are just part of life. I haven't really found the perfect way to just vent? I don't really know how to describe it. I sleep it off, relax. I feel like I'm on such a higher charge than what people are and it ends up exhausting me physically, emotionally, ect. I feel that I'm sometimes too mature to my friends and then other times were about the same. That upsets me that I never truly have found someone with a depth of maturity. I'm not sure. Sorry for ranting. haha.

Your story fits me exactly right. I'm not bashing on where I live (West Virginia), but I hate it here. I find all the people that are in my enviornment are retarded rednecks and it takes all my might not to just make a giant scene hahaha. And yes most of my friends are like 18, 19, 20 years old. (one my best friends is actually a cancer and cap.) And I've only dated a few people in my life cause I never can find the maturity level, being on the same terms of communication (learned that from a Virgo >.

everyone learns at a different pace. it's a good thing that you caught yourself early. 🙂

i used to be supremely paranoid. I smoked a lot of weed (direct contribution), which heightened my anxiety. so basically i had social anxiety for about a year. then i came to the conclusion not to sweat the small stuff and relax. i'm getting better everyday. most people born my year are actually very nice people.

i think you see what you want to see in the world. everything is so intense and beautiful, if you let it be. it's important take responsibility for your actions.

you know what? I've been feeling the same way the past couple of weeks...really down, restless, short-tempered. I wonder what it is - 2 other of my Gemini friends have been feeling similarly as well!