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Wow. This so reminds me of a my gem x and me. They have a way of really getting under your skin.

Mine was so fun loving and communicative, when it ended there was a huge void left. But, we fought like cats and dogs. I would say the meanest things to him and yell at the top of my lungs. We had some epic showdowns and didn't give a damn who was watching. Lol. Constantly breaking up to make up.

Me and my sister called him drama king. Lol... I really do think he got off on the constant bickering. I finally left when like you, I let myself get so carried away I got violent with him. Never saw him again after that. He begged me to come back! He even was thinking we should get married. I said yea right! We'd kill each other! But 7 yrs later I still think of him from time to time and remember the good times. He was really hard to stay mad at! Lol


I guess if you really think it's toxic, you should stay away. Its tough but hang in there! And be prepared when he contacts you again. He definitely will.



Tell me about it. IDK what the hell his stupid problem was but he can kiss my ass. At least that's how I'm feeling today. 😛. If/whenever he does contact, I have no idea what will happen, what mood I'll be in or what. Good day I'll talk to him, bad day I'll ignore him, terrible day I'll tell him to fuck off.

I honestly doubt he'll contact me because he did some bullshit to me on fb & I got right back at him. Worse, than him though. I know it was childish but he really pissed me off. I did something awful in retaliation. That was back in July after we'd broken up so. Whatevs...He met his match effing with me. I don't play those games. 🙂




UH OH,what's you sign??Lolll sounds like me!
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Virgo/Libra cusp. 😉 I have more air than him. He's a watery gem. Translation, fucktard.
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"Maybe that saying is true...you only get 2 great loves in life. Dafuq? I saw that on sex in the city once, hahahaha. I hope that is wrong. *shrugs*"


This is wrong,I had at least 3 great loves and my venus is in Cancer.So have hope my dear🙂



Hahahahaha!!!! You remember right? You're a sex in the city fan I believe. When I think it was Charlotte who said Carrie's 2 great loves were Big & Aiden? She ended up with Big. Shit...I hope it is wrong. It better be.
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Hmm, so how is your love life as of right now, RealTalk?



Well..."revenge of the exs". Mostly my exs have been coming back into my life, but I knock them down at the door. TOTALLY NOT GOING THERE. Other than that I'm very picky. Like I've mentioned before I need to be attracted to someone upon meeting them. If not, I'm not going to magically start to like them. People say give it a chance. A chance in hell? I know myself. If I'm not attracted to someone after a 3rd date, it's not happening.

It's not about looks either. It's something that's so compelling, drawing, alluring, that I cannot explain, but I know it when I see it.
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I know what you mean. I don't know about you, but having a lot of air in me, when I like somebody, know matter how much I act like I hate them, ignore them, am rude to them, avoid them, everyone can sense the energy in the room between us. Like its that strong. When someone likes me, or I like them, people can sense it. There are times when its another person who likes me, and I don't like them, and people can still sense it. Its freaky. But when its me and another air sign guy, GAWD, everyone can tell. For some reason I apparently sound believable when I tell people I don't like certain guys, thank goodness. I hate to have everyone know who my crush is. I love that energy though. Not to mention it keep sother women away, even when I'm on the other side of the room. Lol 😆



Yeah, I mean people who know me know I'm full of shit when I say, oh I hate him, I'm never talking to him again. They're like you're so full of bologna. 😄 All of my friends know I still care about him, regardless to what I say. They'll also know when I'm totally over him as well.
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"Maybe that saying is true...you only get 2 great loves in life. Dafuq? I saw that on sex in the city once, hahahaha. I hope that is wrong. *shrugs*"


This is wrong,I had at least 3 great loves and my venus is in Cancer.So have hope my dear🙂



Hahahahaha!!!! You remember right? You're a sex in the city fan I believe. When I think it was Charlotte who said Carrie's 2 great loves were Big & Aiden? She ended up with Big. Shit...I hope it is wrong. It better be.



Oh God,I can't stand that prim n proper bitch Charlotte,lol.She and her ideas of love=not for me.Hmmm,makes me think,what could be her sign?What about rest of the girls?Hahahahahaah,we shall play a guessing game!

But yes,Carrie ended up with Big and gave rest of us girls *hope*,ahem,lol,for that bigggggg loveeee.

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OMG...she is such a prude! I think she's a Virgo or a Pisces, maybe a Cancer, IDK. Funny I was just watching sex in the city 2 last night. I hate & love Samantha. I think she's a Sag, hahahaha.

You have a Venus in Cancer? So does he. And a Pisces moon. I fucking hate Pisces. Oh, except my father. 😄
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I do know what you mean as well. When I look back, I feel less attatched. I start to view the relationship in a more balanced light, and they weren't amazing, even when they were, hence we are all still single. Can't wait to meet Mr. AHMAZING forrrealll someday!



I see 3 ahmazinngggg girls here right now,all single,where are all da men??Hehhehehehehe
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Bullshitting...
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Ahh, well exes is another matter. Yeah, I will always feel for my exes. And honestly, I think its only right. Anyone who doesn't, doesn't have a heart.


I guess I don't have a heart then. Most of them can kiss my ass.




RealTalk! *scolds* Now make up your mind. You either still love em or you want them to kiss your ass!? Wait, that sounds sexual... o.0
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Did I say I still love my exes? I don't remember saying that, if so I stand corrected. I said they're still trying to come back into my life after so many years. I don't want any of them. The only ex I still love is fucktard. That will turn into hate soon. I can feel it.

I think I'm more angry at the fact that he's not fighting for me anymore. I'm like ok FUCK YOU THEN!!!!! 😛
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I'm not sure whether this thread needs some dick or a hug—...



Oh baby I'm ready! 😆



Both,good d**ing followed by a hug🙂)

Are you volunteering,Virgo?Hhahhahah



This is an interesting party. Someone who says they are not older then 32, with someone who was born mid 90s with...RealTalk, I can only imagine what she says during sex. =o
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I'm older than you both. Hehehehe...I just look like I'm 21. Some people think I'm still in hs. Ha!!! I have fantastic genes. Plus I'm a Virgo. 😄

During sex? Forget about it!!! Dirty, dirty, dirty...
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I sing that song when I think of my Gem! STOP IT! omfg! NUoooo! I can't help myself. *clicks*



Really? Lol. HE is the one that made me start to like it!!!! When we were on the "outs" & I wasn't talking to him, he posted this song on fb. I listened & loved it every since! It really hits home with me now though cause he changed his #. Little bastard.
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How's that working for ya?^^^Does it effect you women differently then men with this placement?



Eh...it's closed for repairs! 😛 do you have the same placement?



Yep....Venus in mother fucking libra.



Ooooh...how's that working for you? What's your experience?



It led me to get stood up before,lol...among other things.
Actually I was with another venus in libra virgo like yourself. Allow me to say, yall dont make a relationship easy haha.
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*batting eyes* Lil' ol' us? Do tell? Why do you suppose that is?
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@Bubbly, don't get me wrong. I initiate too but it has to be balanced. Him maybe a tad bit more than me. 😛 I think I know why he changed his # too & no it's not because he didn't want me to call! I never called him like that anyway. That was one of his problems with me. He'd say I didn't call enough, which of course I thought was bs.

Oh, BTW, I never disclose my age. 😉

@pothead, yeah, "perfection" was my problem. I had to throw that shit out the window along time ago. We're human. We fuck up. I had to get my head out of the clouds regarding that. I had such an unrealistic perspective about relationships, but I'm still learning. It may be because I was kind of a playgirl when younger. *shrugs*.
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@Bubbly, don't get me wrong. I initiate too but it has to be balanced. Him maybe a tad bit more than me. 😛 I think I know why he changed his # too & no it's not because he didn't want me to call! I never called him like that anyway. That was one of his problems with me. He'd say I didn't call enough, which of course I thought was bs.

Oh, BTW, I never disclose my age. 😉

@pothead, yeah, "perfection" was my problem. I had to throw that shit out the window along time ago. We're human. We fuck up. I had to get my head out of the clouds regarding that. I had such an unrealistic perspective about relationships, but I'm still learning. It may be because I was kind of a playgirl when younger. *shrugs*.



Once I am in a relationship with a guy, trust me, I'm all over him, just not before its official or when its over. Ya know?
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True. But even after we're together, I'm still not going to be the one chasing him. That's just not in my DNA.
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I am not about to chase a man. Relationships should happen naturally. And after a break up, no way I'm contacting my ex.



I'm not doing that shit either. Sorry. There is a difference between showing your interest in an individual by initiating, & chasing someone.



Yeah. My first post about initiating might have come off wrong. lol I do flirt, and I've had my flings, but when its someone I REALLLLY LIKE, I just get paralyzed. Apparently I'm not the only fishy who does that though. I have lots of pisces in me. I can be crazy feminine/senstive/elusive sometimes. =/
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Now I'm confused. I'm not a cheater. I'll flirt too but once I'm with that person, I'm loyal. What I mean by initiating is that I will show him my interest in him. Once he gets my drift, he has to show that same interest in me. I'm not one to constanly call someone, or leave messages for them to call me back, or send him a flood of text on how I want him to call me. WHAT? That's chasing. I'll call once, no answer. Then I'll text once. THAT'S IT. He saw my missed call & he saw the text. I'm done. If he doesn't respond, I'm not contacting him again.
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I am not about to chase a man. Relationships should happen naturally. And after a break up, no way I'm contacting my ex.



I'm not doing that shit either. Sorry. There is a difference between showing your interest in an individual by initiating, & chasing someone.



Yeah. My first post about initiating might have come off wrong. lol I do flirt, and I've had my flings, but when its someone I REALLLLY LIKE, I just get paralyzed. Apparently I'm not the only fishy who does that though. I have lots of pisces in me. I can be crazy feminine/senstive/elusive sometimes. =/



Now I'm confused. I'm not a cheater. I'll flirt too but once I'm with that person, I'm loyal. What I mean by initiating is that I will show him my interest in him. Once he gets my drift, he has to show that same interest in me. I'm not one to constanly call someone, or leave messages for them to call me back, or send him a flood of text on how I want him to call me. WHAT? That's chasing. I'll call once, no answer. Then I'll text once. THAT'S IT. He saw my missed call & he saw the text. I'm done. If he doesn't respond, I'm not contacting him again.



I don't think your a cheater, who said that?! I don't mess around inside a relationship. I'm too emotional for that. But pot head thinks I never initiate anything, and I most definitely have before. But usually with people I am not truly interested in. As I said, I get shy around my true loves. Mhmm, I get that. That's the smart thing to do in those situations. Sensible.
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Oh no, no no. I was just saying. I'm emotional when it comes down to that as well. If I need to cheat why the hell am I with them in the first place? It makes no sense to me. Lol, if I'm not interested, I'm not initiating shit. 😄
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When you're ready to let go of any resentment, you can expect to bump into him unexpectedly.



Lol, guess that won't be anytime soon. I still have alot of resentment. We live in the same town so I purposely avoid the places I think I may see him. I don't want to bump into him now because I won't say anything to him. Not even hello.



Yeah I know exactly what you're saying. Been doing the same. Ex Leeb is living down the road. We'd ignore each other like we were dead after breaking up. We were totally fucking damaged by the relationship. I could choke him to death I had so much hatred and resentment. I was going through all the sites on narcissism and emotional abuse to get over the monster I once loved. Truth is, I wasn't over it at all. After months of battling with it I decided that I'd have enough of resentment. I let go. I forgave. I had grown and learned the lesson. And so it happened that I bumped into him and that we're now the friends we should of been when together. It's kinda sad looking back & admitting we were strangers kinda, but I take it when it's not time, don't push it. And I really am thankful to have him now say shit like, you know, I was a mean dick but the relationship we had was still pretty much my fav. i call it masochism. LOL

DAYM. I waited all that time to get him to say that.
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Hahahaha, like you said it's all about the timing. I guess neither of you were able to forgive one another then. You both still loved & hated each other, lol. Aside from what we've went through, I mentioned before that I'm also angry that he isn't fighting for me now. He hasn't tried to contact me (other than the retricted calls), & it's like he's just letting me go & that's pissing me off. He could be angry, hurt or whatever but damn. At least say sorry. After our fight I texted him that I was sorry for breaking something of his. He never answered so I'm like the hell with you.

I hope I come to a place where I can let go of this resentment too. *sigh*.
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Are either of you artists?



Who? Me? If you were referring to me yes I am. A Graphic Artist. I also like to paint, draw, etc.




WOW! I love Graphic Art and I do like to paint and draw as well. I like to make jewelry, paint, draw, mess with graphic design and web design, play with makeup, I am a pretty good makeup artist and I love to play with my hair. I have pink streaks in my hair currently. lol
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Yeah it's pretty cool. I don't consider it work either. It's playing around on the computer all day to me. 😄
Pink streaks, that's so funky!!! I love it.
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When you're ready to let go of any resentment, you can expect to bump into him unexpectedly.



Lol, guess that won't be anytime soon. I still have alot of resentment. We live in the same town so I purposely avoid the places I think I may see him. I don't want to bump into him now because I won't say anything to him. Not even hello.




Cold, but understandable. Mhmm. I wouldn't either. Too awkward. And its not like he'd even know what to say. Eh.
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Welp, I can be a block of ice when I'm hurt.
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Its doubtful you would attract a Narc because of the Air and Fire in you, you are insanely strong. the water in him makes him less likely to be a narc, unless he's a cancer like the Situation on Jersey Shore. Now my Gemini could be compared to the Situation, sadly. My gem fit the description of a narc perfectly. Even his eating habits. -_- I researched like crazy.



Hahahaha!!! You think I'm insanely strong? Thanks. That's a real compliment. I don't think I realize how strong I am sometimes.

The situation? I can't stand him. He's always starting shit & wonders why no one likes him. My fav is Paulie. He's such a breath of fresh air...always smiling. He's a Cancer too.
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Yeah my gemini was bi polar. I would yell that at him, to be honest. He could really push your puttons though....loved himself. He was really into his body and face and clothes and shoes and working out and just himself in general. And unstable. Ugh



Ickkkkkkkkk!!!! Totally into himself & bi-polar? Geeze! You had something on your hands!!! I don't really believe he loved himself at all. I think it was a facade. I think he was just attention seeking.
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Narcs look for women who will fill their need for Narccisistic supply. I prob spelled that wrong. I was always "giving" to him. Being the water bearer and the fish, I couldn't stop giving to that glory hog. I am glad he's gone though. They look for someone who will pump them up, and their ego, and make them feel special, and talk to them about themselves, because they love themselves. And they punish you when they get mad at you, by giving you the silent treatment and ignoring you, and in my gem's case, physically punish as well. He is a narc. I hope he changes, but its doubtful.



Wow. If they need someone else to build them up, how much are they really loving themselves. It's a front. He doesn't love himself. My ex would also give me the silent treatment when upset, but he'd always come around & I knew he would. I just thought of if as a crab going into his shell because someone scraped the surface, or bruised it, hahaha. Oh I couldn't do it to him though. If I'd ignore him, he'd blow my phone up at certain times though. If I wouldn't text him back right away, he'd call & say "did you get my text"? I'm like ok buddy, keep your freaking pants on.

You never know. Everyone has the potential to change. One day he may meet his match & she'll give him a run for his money or he may end up alone & have time to ponder his actions. He'll learn soon enough.
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Maybe he doesn't love himself, but you'd never know it. He wrote songs, poems, cute stuff. But other than that there wasn't anything good about him. Oh and sometimes he coddled me, but not often. He would send me dirty txts a lot, and sometimes dirty stories. Idk, he was a ton of fun(you know, GEMINI) but he was also a huge dick.The bad outweighed the good the longer we lasted.



Oh, of course not. They'll never display that outwardly. I'm telling you it's a front & they're nothing but insecure little souls. I bet if you showed your ass to him, he would have recognized. They know who to mess with.

What sucks is that my ex gems good outweighed the bad. Ain't that a blip...smh. Hahaha..I did that list too.
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If I stopped playing his game, he probobly would have left and stopped playing dumbass mind games with me.

Gosh, i couldn't get over him though, so it was my own fault.

We'd Stop talking for a couple weeks, he'd call me, and I couldn't not take him back. o.0 I have a problem...so I'm making a point of not getting with a Narc ever again, especially since I now know the signs really well.
Yeah, I would weigh it constantly.



Don't feel bad, I've been guilty for this. But it was vice versa. I'd do it to him too. He'd take me back so IDK, I displayed alot of immature behavior with him. Tit for tat type of things. Just stupid. But see, I believe in giving people a dose of they're own medicine because it doesn't taste so good. They don't like it & tend to throw it up. I'm still learning to just ignore some things & just leave it alone. I'm sooooo bad with it though. I blame it on the fire. 😛
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Awww, one of those nights, eh? I'm having a hard time sleeping and mood swings galore...

I really hope the two of you can at least find closure. Seems like you BOTH still care. His Cancer Venus makes him go into hiding to protect his feelings. Your Venus Libra wants justice.

I hope you guys find peace. Hugs! 🙂



Yeah...I have horrible insomnia aaaaarrrrrrgggggghhhhhh!!!! I hope so too. So many unanswered questions, so many unspoken words. I feel as if he died. *sigh*
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Awww, one of those nights, eh? I'm having a hard time sleeping and mood swings galore...

I really hope the two of you can at least find closure. Seems like you BOTH still care. His Cancer Venus makes him go into hiding to protect his feelings. Your Venus Libra wants justice.

I hope you guys find peace. Hugs! 🙂



Yeah...I have horrible insomnia aaaaarrrrrrgggggghhhhhh!!!! I hope so too. So many unanswered questions, so many unspoken words. I feel as if he died. *sigh*



Insomnia is brutal.

Do you think you two are going to talk about it? So much need for closure here... 😢

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I honestly don't know. I have absolutely no intention of contacting him via fb. I want to talk but I didn't change my # so in that case I'm not initiating nothing. This will be strictly on him because I'm so not propelling. Not even a little. Talk about stubborn...
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He's 7 and he has a strict bedtime. But he couldn't fall asleep last night, so I was kept awake too. He was real fidgety. He has a few med problems, and I think his stomach was bothering him. Plus he's super sensitive. My son is autistic.



Sorry to hear that. You know when someone says autistic, I always replace the word with artistic because I believe the children that are, are so colorful, intelligent, full of ideas & gifted. 🙂
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He's 7 and he has a strict bedtime. But he couldn't fall asleep last night, so I was kept awake too. He was real fidgety. He has a few med problems, and I think his stomach was bothering him. Plus he's super sensitive. My son is autistic.



Sorry to hear that. You know when someone says autistic, I always replace the word with artistic because I believe the children that are, are so colorful, intelligent, full of ideas & gifted. 🙂



Awww, thanks. That's super sweet. He's so cuddly and innocent. I love him with all my heart. He's affectionate and ultra sensitive. He also loves art! He's such a good kid that I worry like crazy about him. So this is a very special way to look at his condition. Thanks RT. 🙂
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No prob. 😉
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Did you hear about the people who weren't allowed to fly first class because their downsyndrome child was a "safety risk" I was soo ticked. Anyways, I just try to view special kids as normal as possible. I don't feel like they need to be made a spectacle of.

Like being adopted, people will randomly tell me when I say I'm adopted, Oh I'm Sorry

But its not something to be sorry about. Eh, two diff things sort of, but I know it bothers me to hear that, so I avoid the Oh I'm Sorry about autism, down syndrome or any persons life or who they are, because they weren't in control of that. They are them, and its not something to be sorry about. Like, don't be sorry. I get so confused when people say that to me.



I don't like it either. EVERYONE has something wrong with them one way or another. No one is normal.
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If this thread was paper, it would be soak and wet from tears,lol.



What's wrong with tears? Don't act like you don't cry.



Yea I cry. The last time I cried was liiiiiike in January, but it was really just shit from my depressing past........usually I don't cry, I go smoke, and when I cant smoke, I go cry..lol. 😢😉
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Tell me about it...I cried twice last week. 😢

I hate crying too because I feel so vulnerable. NEVER in front of other people though. I don't even like to cry in front of my mom & she knows me best! But...sometimes it's needed. I wish I was a psychopath sometimes. 😛






















































































I'm kidding people...sheeeeeesh!!!!