lets try this again....

i'm taking a break.... not that i need to announce it, but i thought i would tell everyone so there are no mistakes. i feel like i don't belong at this time. also, i feel like i am no longer able to learn and me being cynical with short harshness isn't doing anyone any good. i feel that i am no longer able to help due to my previous statement. it's really the whole "it's not you, it's me"... i am having some issues with disrespect that i need to work through. no, i am not deleting my account. god! i feel like i have to give a disclaimer.... i'll be back in a day, week... who knows.

Posted by misslissa
i'm taking a break.... not that i need to announce it, but i thought i would tell everyone so there are no mistakes. i feel like i don't belong at this time. also, i feel like i am no longer able to learn and me being cynical with short harshness isn't doing anyone any good. i feel that i am no longer able to help due to my previous statement. it's really the whole "it's not you, it's me"... i am having some issues with disrespect that i need to work through. no, i am not deleting my account. god! i feel like i have to give a disclaimer.... i'll be back in a day, week... who knows.

I really enjoy reading your posts and even though you feel what you may have said is cynical i have always found you to have a valid point, harsh or straight to the point? its good to hear someone speak from a real and sincere perspective otherwise no one will learn from you, when people post they are open to your opinion and its not always going to be roses, i dont know you but i think you are helpful with the best of intentions.

If you dont change your mind, dont go missing too long 🙂

well, i'm not sure if i'm back quite yet. i'm still working a couple things out.... but i thought i would pop in to at least respond to all who posted when i was able to without any anger or cynicism... with that said, it's going to take me a min to respond to you all individually.

Posted by ellessque
hi misslissa 🙂

take care of you. I'll miss ya. You are like a welcoming happy face every time I find my way over to the gem board. Even if I'm not being nice....lol.

come back when you are ready.

alot of us really do enjoy your presence.

hi Elle 🙂
i am, and thank you! i appreciate what you said! there are a lot of ppl in this world that do not understand what you do... and that's a kind word goes along way. 🙂

Posted by guccigemini55

Posted by misslissa
i'm taking a break.... not that i need to announce it, but i thought i would tell everyone so there are no mistakes. i feel like i don't belong at this time. also, i feel like i am no longer able to learn and me being cynical with short harshness isn't doing anyone any good. i feel that i am no longer able to help due to my previous statement. it's really the whole "it's not you, it's me"... i am having some issues with disrespect that i need to work through. no, i am not deleting my account. god! i feel like i have to give a disclaimer.... i'll be back in a day, week... who knows.

I really enjoy reading your posts and even though you feel what you may have said is cynical i have always found you to have a valid point, harsh or straight to the point? its good to hear someone speak from a real and sincere perspective otherwise no one will learn from you, when people post they are open to your opinion and its not always going to be roses, i dont know you but i think you are helpful with the best of intentions.

If you dont change your mind, dont go missing too long 🙂

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thanks Gucci! i think you knew where i was coming from... i always do have good intentions, until someone takes advantage of that. i know i shouldn't let it get to me (all those cancer placements...), but sometimes it does, and i know that it's my issue that i have to work it out. 🙂

Posted by GeminiLovesVirgo
take your time, but don't take too long! 🙂 will wait til you come back 🙂

thanks, GLV! right now, i think i'm going to do a test run and see how that goes. 🙂

Posted by DeeGee
Sometimes in life we have to access our relationships and those who claim to be our friend and those who just use you as a catalyst for they're own selfish, mean spirited intentions.

Good Luck figuring it out, it will come to you....sometimes it's right under our noses and we don't even realize it.

🙂

thanks, DG! i wished it was something as simple as that... but i do appreciate what you said as well! 🙂
it was more of seeing something others had missed and then the response confirmed it. so, i had to work through how to deal with it... it probably did not help that i was also going through someone else's unwanted drama irl. and, i didn't want to project it on anyone here.

will miss you

Posted by westside
will miss you

hey Westside.... i so love that you are so sweet and to the point!! 🙂 i am back already, tho... and feeling TONS beter! 🙂 *gives you a giant hug* i wish you were around more often.... been missing both you and GM! but! i do understand. 🙂

Posted by misslissa

i feel like i don't belong at this time. also

You've been here since Novemeber 2008, which is nearly 4 years ... so 4 years isn't enough time to make you feel like you belong .. but, then an 11 day absence does? since you came back after announcing the above?

are you looking for attention

no P-Angel.... i was actually explaining my bad behavior. which is more than most do here. i do see how you could make that assumption tho. i do have a question, or two, for you.... do you get-off on pointing out ppl's flaws, or do you actually have a clean 'backyard' and you are bored that you have to point out the dirt in other's? or are you just missing one of my online hugs?? i have pleanty to give, if that is the case.... ;} *bear hugs you*

I totally understand TBC! It is addictive.... And it does get a bit repetitive with the complaints about gems...

Take your time! You will be missed! 🙂