
So, yesterday was my little nephews birthday. The first person who sent me a text about him first thing in the morning was a certain Crabby that I wrote about before. Around this time last year he and I were kind of a thing even though he lives in Cali and I'm in the east coast. It ended in novemeber right around the time I met my current boyfriend the Aqua.. we've exchanged messages maybe twice since, (he text me on my birthday in june and also in august) and I told him Im involved and no longer interested in him, but i was still friendly. I love my boyfriend and although our relationship has its ups and downs Im happy and still committed. Now, why the hell did I catch myself thinking random thoughts about Crabby this week and why did he message me today. And why in the heck did my horoscope say that an event or person of the past will be in my thoughts constantly til i figure out what was so significant about it... Why does this always happen to me? I wait and wait and wait on a person and when im finally moved on and doing well they make a reappearance? Is this a test from the universe? is this what's going on here? Who;s going through the same thing? I need to feel like im not alone here guys....
