You just explained to me now the TYPE you are now. Spoiled, miserly, arrogant, ignorant of others, tactless, womanizing, crass, ego-inflated that likes to play games. Well she played you, right? Just like you said? Well buddy, when a girl "plays" you, that means YOU walk away. That's your cue to let her go and you didn't. You learned a hard lesson. It takes two to tango and you gave in when you should of ignored her. And please don't be like one of those guys that think all women are like her, they're not.