Unimaginable Beauty

The kind of beauty that I love imagining as I do drugs and listen to Rock N' Roll. Gemini Girls.

CC, though I honestly like reading your posts, A big middle finger and fuck you through the internet. I'm hurting right now.

"Soldier of love"...Im trying to decide if your mocking or not.

Ok so. Some of us would like to know EXACTLY what is going on here if you are going to post in our lair.
I see the other post you left the other day about a Gemini female and you not being able to communicate. Were you dating? What happened? Don't just come in here and give us ZERO details. If you want to learn how to speak to us start with telling us the story.

Alright so she is this girl that I work with. Over the past few months I have been crushing on her harder and harder so I asked her out last Thursday. We went out on Friday, we went to a bar with friends and then came back to my house and basically just drank and made out 🙂 yea, I felt very warm inside all weekend. We worked together on Sunday and even made out outside the back of the restaurant. Then on Tuesday night I had her over at my house and we did acid together. She got really freaked out, like she was crying and shit, and now she doesn't seem to want to talk to me 😢... At work she won't even look at me.

Had she had a lot of experience with acid before, or was it new for her?

Wasn't sure and thought that you only wanted to vent... as so many just come here to do....

Posted by Tornadoday16
She got really freaked out, like she was crying and shit, and now she doesn't seem to want to talk to me 😢... At work she won't even look at me.

Do you think that maybe she is embarrassed because of her behaviour at your house? ...Or she might have become scared because of what happened to her while doing acid and/or maybe she is scared of you now....

How was your behaviour with her while you guys were indulging at your house? Were you concerned for her while she was freaking out, or did you find it amusing?

Gem's often work backwards and will move fast and then start to slow down or stop a relationship/friendship with you if they start to observe things that they don't like or become confused.

Honestly you need to be VERY careful who you do acid with. Not everyone is apt to be your friend afterward. Things change. Acid is not the type of drug you do when you get to know someone. You need to know them very fucking well before you drop it together. Could have done something a little less crazy and just had a few drinks or maybe rolled.

I have never really had bad experiences with acid so I thought it would be okay and I kind of egged her into doing it. But what happened while we were high? I tried playing some video games with her and I think the violence really creeped her out... So then I tried to show her I loved her and started kissing her but as we kind of moved towards getting in bed she like really freaked out and went in the other room. I have talked to her a little today and she said the acid kind of made her forget who she is and she got paranoid that I was trying to brainwash and dominate her. It just really hurts because I felt like she was my little darling and now shes showing me this other side of her.

Sometimes I wonder about you Pisces like we are talking about acid here. HELLO! What do you expect people to act like on it? LOL! If you wanted to get all touchy feely rub up on her why did you even suggest acid? Of ALL THINGS.

I mean, acid usually makes me feel REALLY good, like I'm having an hour long whole body orgasm good... Not to mention how awesome music is and everything. Plus this girl is really bright so I thought she would like the mind high.

@Geminivixen
Are you talking to me or CC?

Okay I think that answered my question.

Posted by Tornadoday16
she said the acid kind of made her forget who she is and she got paranoid that I was trying to brainwash and dominate her. It just really hurts because I felt like she was my little darling and now shes showing me this other side of her.

This appears to be a misunderstanding and without communication it caused a lot of problems.....both of you resorted to stereotypes of the other.

Her believing you want to control her possibly a previous thought was exposed by the acid. You now "see" the evil twin, which doesn't exist however that myth is used to justify her current behaviour. Time and space with communication is clearly needed rather than feeling hurt and going to your respective corners.

I don't know anything about acid and don't ever need to....tried weed every now and then, but I get the same awful results. After a couple of puffs, I get paranoid and my limbs feel numb and heavy at the same time. My throat hurts....just a terrible feeling and can't wait for it to wear off, yet for others it's another deity to be worshipped. Too each his own.

OP, I think she likes you, cause she communicated with you after a short time of distancing herself. You have to be firm but gently with a gem 🙂

@ Tornadoday:
I think you should talk to her... Clear the air, so to speak. Sounds like a misunderstanding (like others stated) and alil confusion. Talking things out and finding a common ground are always good for a gem. 🙂

I'll see her tomorrow so I'm going to talk to her then. God I want to hold her right now.

Oh, pretty Vixy 🙂

acid is unfortunately something I view as being mentally prepared, comfortable and calmed for.
the whole bad trip concept of feeling like everything is pointless could definitely be a bad enough experience to scar someone...
and unf. you could be the association with that bad experience... that was just a bad night and you were apart of that.. hense her being scared of you 😢

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Mmm I had a bad acid trip once too and got sick all over my boyfriend's friends couch...I was really upset with myself and swore I'd never do it again. I did it a few years later with my sister and loved it. So just let her know you're not judging her by the way she acted and next time you guys can do shrooms instead 😉

You are a duper super sweetheart x1000

Crazy ass Pisces and they say Gemini's are Psycho.

Posted by Tornadoday16
Alright so she is this girl that I work with. Over the past few months I have been crushing on her harder and harder so I asked her out last Thursday. We went out on Friday, we went to a bar with friends and then came back to my house and basically just drank and made out 🙂 yea, I felt very warm inside all weekend. We worked together on Sunday and even made out outside the back of the restaurant. Then on Tuesday night I had her over at my house and we did acid together. She got really freaked out, like she was crying and shit, and now she doesn't seem to want to talk to me 😢... At work she won't even look at me.

Uh oh! she saw something when she was high and it scared her. Now you will always represent what ever it is she saw.