Ok where to begin. Well me and my leo man have been together for almost 2 years. We'll make 2 years this december. Ohh yeahh im a libra. Okk anyways me and my bf met off a dating website , we hit it off great we got along perfect. Since we got together we've been stuck together , litterally. We would never get bored of each other. Everything was perfect. Until we got our new apartment in feb of this year. Once we moved into this.place things have been going bad. Since we've been here ive moved out in total of 3 times then would come back a week later. My reason for leaving was because i would catch him messaging other girls behind my back. And also because he disrespected me one time soo bad that he crossed the line. He called me everynme in the book because he was mad. I had my stuff packed and i was just waiting for my mom to come for me. So i waited in the living room and he comes and starts twlling me things when i didnt even say a word to him to get upset. Ans still even after he was calling me names and being an ass . I didnt say anything back to him like i thought i would. And since i wouldnt say anything he had the nerve to go and sit in front of me on the floor and continuing with the name calling. So i ended up leaving , and sure enough next day he calls me saying sorry that wasnt him that he hasnt been feeling himself. So a week went by and i ended up giving in and going back. Things were fine up until now. Recently for the past couple of months we havent been having sex like we used to , (which would be atleast 2 or 3 times a day) well his job does consist alot of his time and energy . He works 12 days straight for 13-16 hours a day. Okk so i try to be understanding , that he is tired and he just wants to rest ok fine. But i mean atleast once a week would be nice . We've litterally gone a month straight without it i would throw myself at him and he would jokingly find a way to let me.know the answer is no . this has been going on for almost 4 months that i throw myself at him and i still dont get nothing from him. Him doing that has dropped my self esteem so low that i feel like its me im the problem. And ive told him that. Anyways after time ive learned to let it go little by little i havent been throwing myself at him or anything. But then theres times i get some.sort of feeling in my gut telling mehes talkong to somebody else or doing something so whenever that feeling comes around i do have a history of snooping , i know i know thats not ri
