The so confusing lion !! heartbroken ..need help

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11 Years

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Hey .. I am a capricorn .. N I am madly in love with this leo guy ... He was with me at a coaching centre n used to stare at me .. Al the time .. I used to look back .. And soon he proposed me ..I rejected him because I thought he was just playing .. But then he was outside my house every night . So after 2 months I talked to him on facebook he proposed again . .I rejected but he was persistent .. And we stayed frnds .. But soon I fel in love n I proposed him ..he acepted .. Then as we became more attached .. He started getting anoyed .. He wanted to kis me and I didn't .. I was afraid of being too much in love .. He soon avoided me.. N said break up a lot of time .. I stoped him always .. One day finaly we met alone .. He tried to kiss me and I stoped him .. He broke up after that he used to abuse me also .. And said he was cheating . Also showed me pictures he said he loved her .. Not me .. I was shattered .. I begged him to let us stay friends he said ok but after some time left said my gf won't accept it because she knows about us .... After 3 months I called him again he picked up n I said him dat I love u ... He said me 2 but I can't marry u I love my gf .. But he got in a relationship wid me also .. Again we met alone .. And this time he kissed me and I let him... Then he broke up again .. After 2 months hjis gf caled me tried to create a misunderstanding between us and she did it.we fought and I didn't talk to him for 4 months .. One day we met after that and he smiled at me .. So I cald him .. We talked n he said sry no more I gave him my dairy .. And left .. Then after 2 months I caled him and he said I love you .. I said me 2 .. We r now together .. He treats me better good enough .. But he still has his gf .. He says I can't marry you .. He says I love her even made me say her sorry .. We meet sometimes and he loves kissing me .. He says he loves me .. I ammoving to anothr country after some time he said he wil also come there for our studies ... I really love him.. And I can't live without him .. I want to marry him ... But how ? Does he love me ? Can I make him love me ? Make him commit ?? Do. You think he loves me ?? Please help .. I am crazy about him .... Please help me .. Tell me what to do. .. He's 20 and I am 17 ...