What do I do ?

Leo man .. met him online texted 15 hours a day for 6 weeks straight .. he lives 2 hours away. Have seen each other twice , amazing connection on all levels. His mother is close to terminally ill and has been in hospital for 7 weeks. Had a crazy few days at hospital wanted to get her moved said he would be gone .. I questioned what that meant , I don't do gray areas very well at all. I continued to question I suppose I was supposed to be giving space but I freaked a little . He said too much goin on right now to do this. I know we were on same page, normal me would be reaching out and making sure he's ok, my heart is huge. I don't want to push him farther away, but he might already be gone. He was very into me, lol apprehensive to tell me so.

Sorry if I messed this up I'm not really sure how this works on here

Also how long have you two known each other? 15 hours online each day for 6 days straight is way too much time to spend talking to each other. Is that an exaggeration? Are you both young? Does he not have a job? Most people would need to back off regardless and take a break after that much constant communication.

If his mother is close to terminally ill, WHY do you expect him to reach out to you? He clearly has more important things to deal with right now, which is why he said there was too much going on to deal with you. You need to be giving him space to deal with his family right now and stop freaking out.