Where Do I Go From Here?

I'm so lost.

Thanks for reading.

As if it couldn't get any longer... Lol
I forgot to add that he's told me that I'm cold, dead inside and heartless. My friends reitirate this (how lovely). I really dont want to be that person. Leo thinks I'll never marry because I'll never tell my husband that I love him.
Are there any other scorpio's who deal with this perception of them? If so, how did you overcome it?
I'm NOT cold, all I want to do is love and be loved in return.