libra anonymous

I could spin you guys some lie. Tell you I was drunk, it was a one night thing or any other story.

But here is the truth. I broke up with my Libra 2 years ago. And after a lot of on again off again. Getting depressed and almost ruining my life after he dumped me (yes, now it sounds pathetic??_)

So, anyway 3 weeks ago. We started talking and hanging out again. I so convinced myself that we can be friends only.

I slept with my Libra the whole weekend. And now he is being so kind , nice and considerate to me that it freaks me out. I am suppose to be over this guy??_ clearly I am not.

This weekend he kept wanting to talk about a future and us trying again. How he misses what we had and how he couldn't find it with any other women. I thought why not we always had great chemistry( we got each other) and the sex was out of this world. I have never felt so much love and desire for another guy.

And I know him. He is only going to stick around until he finds someone else. So, I am the in the mean time girl for him.

So, I am seeing him letter tonight and am going to talk to him.

machiavelli bull, I just feel so stupid.. thats all. Going to take a nap for a bit.

Well, the reason I hide my post .We had the talk and ...

He told me that he is still with his girlfriend(code for I am trying to win her back, but for now you will do) Anyway I got myself into his mess. I am so angry with myself .He really seems to love her. She is a hot model...

I told him I don't want to see or be friends with him anymore. first he wanted an explination of why I don't want him. . ofcourse he doesn't believe me.He wanted a kiss goodbye...

How did I get myself mixed up with the guy again!!!!!!!!!

She is very pretty. She left him for someone that has more money then him.

Yes, I need to stay away from him. And I was doing so good without him for a long time.

machiavelli bull, thanks mil for your concern. I appreciate it.

I will get over him... Now,he wants me to help him sell his house. (me and 3 other girls buy property fix it up then sell it for a profit)

I just want to chill and not beat myself up over this guy.And how I got myself into this mess. About to have a hot bath and a glass of wine.

No, I won't help him with his house He is a big boy he can get someone elase to do it.

I will just take one day at a time... regarding justting over him. I had\ have really intense feelings for him.

Sorry, I am a bit tired and had 3 glasses of wine... it almost 22:00 here. Going to bed.

I will just have to have faith that this too shall pass.

he doe snot love her...he is a cheater.

and good sex does not make a good relationship.

i remember how hard it was for you before with this guy....this is dissapointing that you fell for the bullsit again.