We've had a long past, almost coming to one year. Things have been pretty normal. Im 18 turning 19 he is 24, there is an age gap. But we looked past it. He left the country to visit family for a month and came back pretty aloof, and wanted to be just friends. I accepted, finally we continued to talk and flirt with one another and he said he wanted to make me his gf again, make me happy again. Things were good except i hated his disappearing act but i got used to it and played along, played aloof basically. Well i effed things up recently cause i my mind was going crazy one day. BTW We are in a ldr and have seen each other twice so far for a total of a week. Anyway back to the story... He has visited me but now we were planning for me to go visit him, it is convenient as my cousin bought her house really close to where he lives. Yesterday we were talking on and off, he was ignoring me a little and came back to text me like nothing happened. I got mad and sent a stupid voice message.... I said i can't give him what he wants and i need more of his time and may i shouldn't come visit.... Well he got pissed as hell and said we have different thinking and we should "stay away from each other" , the different thinking isn't anything new, he's said that before. anyway now he won't talk, this is the first time ever he has said we should completely stop contact. I HAD A PROBLEM With him not talking sometimes and got thrown under the bus instead of helping me solve it.. He really wanted to see me so i know i hurt him bad god this sucks sorry its so long
