Little bit news to excite the forum , hopefully :)

well , we just had a talk.Basically,he wanted to go back friends at the end of term because he is moving to other place .I agreed immediately because I m tired of his way going back and forth , seriously damaged my mental health! 😄 He looked bit suprised when I said yes and then said it isnt that it s not gonna work , maybe later we could get together ! Something like bit more than friends and then let s see! I disagreed and let s just be friends from now on .So now we re friends ! and actually I m very glad about that , even it hurts little bit but felt a big release 🙂
Thank you everyone for helping me so much.

Another lucky thing for us , maybe especially for me is that we didnt get to that "stage" so it s really easy to walk away 🙂

I am glad that you achieved and outcome that you find emotionally acceptable and satisfying... What now?

Damn, that is what I get for doing multiple things at once. See corrected non-ADD version below... LOL!

"I am glad that you achieved an outcome that you find both emotionally acceptable and satisfying... What now?!? You have to keep us posted! 🙂"

we still spend time together and now he is asking me about my friend ! Sounds like he is excited by the way she ignored him! And why I felt jealous!? That s terrible! I should have stayed away from him , at least for the time being .I dont like feeling jealous😢

exam, 'sounds like the ol' "you always want what you can't have" on his part.

Yep, as the Song Of Solomon says, "Jealousy is as cruel as the grave."