there was a transit going on rigth?

...cause since late 2009. till summer 2013. my life (especially concerning relationships) were so draining, so negative. I feel something is diferent, like a black negative cloud has gone off of me and I can finally breath freely.

This is weird! I felt the same but Im not a Libra! Im a Virgo-Libra cusp though...

Hasn't venus gone retrograde—

Soooo... that's why I'm feeling the HOLIDAY BLUES... @_@

http://www.lynnkoiner.com/astrology-articles/venus-retrograde-for-2009