Venom.

Tried to reach out, extend a hand in friendship to that lib/sco, just to make sure he knows I don't hate him. I like people to know where they stand with me, it isn't fair otherwise (damn libra ven/mars). I got back a looong email that was just VENOM. A lot of stuff blown out of proportion or misinterpreted.

You see, after I got wind he was sleeping with my best friend, I told him to bring back my keys/get the things he was letting me borrow. I was cold. Not quite BITCHY, but not nice either. I don't associate with people without morals like that.

Then couple days later he texted me, telling me his 'love' was engaged to someone else, etc. Tried to get me back.. I was a bit miffed and probably came across bitchy..

Hadn't heard from him in a while, and it occurred to me that he probably thinks I hate him. Well that I can't have, people can't go thinking I hate them when I don't. Not fair (to him mostly, it upsets me if I think people hate me, so i imagine its true for others). So I sent him an email on FB. Just basically saying, hey you probably think I hate you, but I don't. All the stuff that happened I forgive you for. (I apologized for my stuff several times already) If you'd like to be a friend, I'm here, but I'm not going to hold my breath.

What I got back, for my attempt to be fair and amiable, was nasty. *sigh* I guess I accomplished my purpose. But to get attacked, makes me defensive. Course he deleted his FB after so I can't even respond. Scared?

Trying to be mature and responsible and just accept that I have done what I set out to do. Things are fair from my end. Just hard to let someone attack me when I was trying to be open/amiable/friendly and set things right and not get defensive about it.