Do you find it difficult to trust ur TF

Eventhough when you are together it's the most blissful experience you can ever ask for but do you feel like when you are apart everything aches and you find it difficult to trust them? Maybe because they are the mirror of you and those you fear about them is what you do yourself?.. also, how do you guys force yourself to cut the tide and the cord? What do you do when you truly miss them but can't reach them or should not reach them? I wanna work on myself so bad and get over this. I'm also moving to another state to only focus on *me* but that means I will be moving away from him to start but am I running——

Of course. It seems logical yo me that you'd dustrust someone who has thr power to hurt you so much.

You can't cut the chord but you can and should work on yourself.

It's really hard but it's what it takes.

You can run, but you can never hide from your own reflection.

I'm glad I'm not the only one experiencing this... other encounteres I never had so much trouble and fights. The other day I tried to cut him off completely, blocked him etc and we were fighting and it was aching me so bad I almsot wanted to vomited... Then he also said this is it now no more bla bla, It was so hurtful to know this will b the end for good. Then I cudnt take it and said*can we atleast be friends , I can't just throw it all away... * and he said * yeah I think so, I hate fights * I think it was killing him too.... this is the most confusing encounter I have ever came across and this has only been 1.5 year... So much can change within a matter of days... It's a nightmare yet bittersweet..... the more I wanna show him I love him the opposite i behave sometimes and it created him all sort of confusion and wise versa..... we both think we are manipulating each other and playing games.. It's crazy yet in person, it's the most beautiful thing in the world and we are on the exact same wavelength.... It feels better to know that i i will always love him no matter what.. I tried to cut and run oh I have.... Something keeps pulling me back... but this time I'm moving to another state soon next year and im so hoping that I will fall for someone else but the hope is so small ... Roller coster of a ride..... 😢

Posted by SpiceNSugar
Of course. It seems logical yo me that you'd dustrust someone who has thr power to hurt you so much.

You can't cut the chord but you can and should work on yourself.

It's really hard but it's what it takes.

You can run, but you can never hide from your own reflection.

You are very true! And right about this..... no one has ever ever hurt me so much and sometimes he hasn't done much but because they have so much power over you you feel things 100 times stronger .... £

Posted by blackphase
I know the feeling all too well. I'm in the same place you are dear. I want to work on myself too and I don't even know where to begin. Distrust is ingrained in me so deeply I don't know how I'll over come it.

Could it be possible that me and him both have deep commitment issues... We talked about not believing in marriage etc and it could be that we always fight about something we reflect each other other on... Like we fight that he can't give me a commitment I desire yet i tell him I don't believe in marriage and scared of commitment myself... it doesn't make sense at all...... yet we share the deepest bond and know each other so deeply yet so different yet similar .... It's so strange!

I wrote this guys. Hope you like it ***The point of our story is. I will always love you. Till the end of this life, to the next life and many more to come... even if I pass, my spirit will be lingering over yours.. To keep you safe and happy always..... and no matter where you run, when you run and how you run... I will always be there to catch you when you fall..... Always... Like what people say, true love story doesn't have happy ending... Coz it never ends.... I have always loved you even before I met you, so I can not stop loving you.. It's the only thing I know how.... **

Posted by saweetz1988

Posted by SpiceNSugar
Of course. It seems logical yo me that you'd dustrust someone who has thr power to hurt you so much.

You can't cut the chord but you can and should work on yourself.

It's really hard but it's what it takes.

You can run, but you can never hide from your own reflection.

You are very true! And right about this..... no one has ever ever hurt me so much and sometimes he hasn't done much but because they have so much power over you you feel things 100 times stronger .... £

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Exactly!

@busyeyes I would politely ask you to leave my forum and anything that I post. sincerely . If you don't have something nice to say don't say anything at all

@blackpass. TF eelarionships have a very similar pattern.. quiet awful but I will try my very best to only focus on *me *now .!

Posted by saweetz1988
I'm glad I'm not the only one experiencing this... other encounteres I never had so much trouble and fights. The other day I tried to cut him off completely, blocked him etc and we were fighting and it was aching me so bad I almsot wanted to vomited... Then he also said this is it now no more bla bla, It was so hurtful to know this will b the end for good. Then I cudnt take it and said*can we atleast be friends , I can't just throw it all away... * and he said * yeah I think so, I hate fights * I think it was killing him too.... this is the most confusing encounter I have ever came across and this has only been 1.5 year... So much can change within a matter of days... It's a nightmare yet bittersweet..... the more I wanna show him I love him the opposite i behave sometimes and it created him all sort of confusion and wise versa..... we both think we are manipulating each other and playing games.. It's crazy yet in person, it's the most beautiful thing in the world and we are on the exact same wavelength.... It feels better to know that i i will always love him no matter what.. I tried to cut and run oh I have.... Something keeps pulling me back... but this time I'm moving to another state soon next year and im so hoping that I will fall for someone else but the hope is so small ... Roller coster of a ride..... 😢

Going through the same thing boo.Trying to move to another state to run away too 😢

Just wanting to share...

http://www.twinflamesoulmatesigns.com/twin-flame-runner-story

Posted by SpiceNSugar
Just wanting to share...

http://www.twinflamesoulmatesigns.com/twin-flame-runner-story

Just beautiful. Sounds like my TF is speaking those words to me...I don't think they can ever run from you truly... They will always come back and can never cut you off for good.. 🙂