soulmate / karmic tie confusion

entered that last topic too quickly!!

after much thought, i think I've realized i have a karmic tie with someone, or that they are a soulmate. This is a romantic connection.

i met him almost 5 years ago. looking back the timing was never right, and i guess i was always unsure about his advances. I viewed in from my own judgement without knowing him well. i still don't know him that well, but after not seeing him for a few years we ran into each other earlier this year. It was magnetic as we hung out for the first time. I felt like he was the perfect guy.

I am at a place in my life that I am a lot more sure of myself from where i was back then. I felt he was focused on work and wasn't looking for anything serious, so i disappeared. Also, when it felt perfect, inside something told me it was wrong. something felt wrong.

i used to think soul mates meet and everything is perfect. now i am confused. If he is a soulmate, why does it feel so difficult? we can't even communicate? it feels wrong? but I 'know' you.

i ran into him again a few weeks ago. i've had my guard up since i left, but he was so sweet toward me. but of course after that run in i am back to being confused. this time i realize either he is my soulmate or we have a karmic tie. its become normal to wait, wonder. I'm too scared to reach out because I'm not sure how it will go.

anyone feel something like this?? what can i make of this craziness?!

Soul mate relationships are relatively easy and "feel right".

Twin flames are difficult, painful, filled with push/pull confusion, but have that "i know you" feeling to them.

Interesting, I thought it was the other way around. Or that a twin flame is perfect fit.

I hate this. I walked away and hoped I would never have to see him again but I secretly missed him. Just when enough time passed that I started to move on, I run into him again. I feel he knows we have a tie. I think he knew before me when I was more of a lost soul some years ago. As humans it's funny how little things can get in the way of souls uniting.

Read up a bit on TF's and see if you recognize the "signs and symtoms". It sounds like you might be the runner.

I am with my soul mate, I'm convinced of it, both in my heart as well as what many astro sites say is soul mate synastry. However right it feels to be with him, it has in no way been easy. So I'm not sure that "easy" is the best way to tell.

I also met someone recently who I've been wondering is a twin flame, and that has been hard in a different way. The TF sites I've been to resonate, but I knew him for a year and will likely never hear from him or see him again.

Neither has been easy, but my life belongs to my soulmate.

reading up on twin flames, i'm not sure.

certain things don't ring true, but i did read something about the ego. That only the ego can make you believe you are not one. Could that be? If so, not gonna lie, i could work on it. And yes, I do seem to be the 'runner' but I feel for legitimate reasons, but more than anything fear of communicating my feelings and just being a coward and running.

What I can say is that before we met, maybe a year before I would see a lot of 11:11 everywhere, everyday. I would read up on it and wonder if it meant my life was going to change for the better. I moved and a year later met him. Looking back, I can't remember if I saw it much then, but I have been seeing it a lot the past month.

After we 'reunited' earlier this year it felt magical. After I 'ran' i was extremely sad. I think he's tired of trying with me, or scared of rejection. Thats the thing, we are human after all, and we have horrible verbal communication.

The past few months I have grown a lot. He sparked something in me. I redecorated my apartment, was inspired in many things, and my confidence grew. I released so much that I had to bring in the new. Something i never used to do, but it felt good. Is this what they do?

I also feel like this year has been a year of spiritual growth for me in general. I know I'm an old soul.

I saw him on a day that I was bummed about a trip going to fall through for me. He changed my mood around completely and since then I have been happy, even if i am not sure of the outcome between us. I think i am happy to be reassured that no matter what, we have a connection. Yesterday my co-worker asked why I have been so happy this week and i thought it was funny.

He wrote to me about a month ago saying something like where have you been all my life. i thought he was just trying to be charming to woo me over, could be, but really i want to know if this is real where have you been all my life? lol

I'm still unsure of what to title him, but i know there is something there