Moon Milking

Ok yall let it all out! Whatever emotion you are feeling today! Even if it doesn't make sense. Milk those moons. Ok I will go first.

I woke up in a panic this morning because I know I need a second job or I am going to loose my apartment, but I also know that this is the year I could actually put a dent on doing something I love permanently. Here are the facts. I want to move to a different city in the state that is quiet and kid friendly with a good school system for my son and I have to do this before July because he will start kindergarden this year. At the same time with what money? Even if I got a second job I wouldn't be able to save enough. I would be working to be broke and I would have not time to invest into something that would be promising later.

Then I get on Facebook and see that an old friend of mine lost her baby boy and it fucking broke me! So I start thinking about how hurt I am for her and then the thought whispers in my ear "your baby ain't safe either." Now I am at work thinking how can I escape and do some job and housing hunting before I go insane, because if my baby died tomorrow I would not only feel the pain of losing my baby, but also the pain that I never provided for him the same way my parents did for me.

I am sorry guys sometimes I just need to cry.

Posted by PVandJelly
I wake up with songs in my head rather than thoughts. And they stay in my head all day. I'm trying to figure out what my subconscious is trying to tell me.

My moon is bothered that I don't understand my own emotion.

Insert spock ears.

Songs in your head is a sign from your spiritual angels telling you everything is going to be fine. Remove the Spock ears. 🤗 cyber hugs!

Love,

Eva

Posted by ladylibra21
Ok yall let it all out! Whatever emotion you are feeling today! Even if it doesn't make sense. Milk those moons. Ok I will go first.

I woke up in a panic this morning because I know I need a second job or I am going to loose my apartment, but I also know that this is the year I could actually put a dent on doing something I love permanently. Here are the facts. I want to move to a different city in the state that is quiet and kid friendly with a good school system for my son and I have to do this before July because he will start kindergarden this year. At the same time with what money? Even if I got a second job I wouldn't be able to save enough. I would be working to be broke and I would have not time to invest into something that would be promising later.

Then I get on Facebook and see that an old friend of mine lost her baby boy and it fucking broke me! So I start thinking about how hurt I am for her and then the thought whispers in my ear "your baby ain't safe either." Now I am at work thinking how can I escape and do some job and housing hunting before I go insane, because if my baby died tomorrow I would not only feel the pain of losing my baby, but also the pain that I never provided for him the same way my parents did for me.

I am sorry guys sometimes I just need to cry.

*hugs* wishing you the best...

as long as the decisions you make are out of love for your son, i can't see you ever failing him, mama.

aww you crab moons are so damn cute 🤗 ..you're a good mother.. best wishes 🙂

Posted by Miamia13
I need this Leo man to reach out to me so that he can stop occupying my mind.

I need to pay my parking tickets which have doubled.

I need this Cancer man to distract me from Leo occupying my mind, but then I need Leo to reach out to keep Cancer from occupying my mind.

I need to stop eating these Hershey kisses before I go to the gym.

I wish these Hershey kisses were real kisses.

I'm afraid I'll be gassy at the gym later after eating all these kisses.

That was pretty funny

Posted by ladylibra21
Ok yall let it all out! Whatever emotion you are feeling today! Even if it doesn't make sense. Milk those moons. Ok I will go first.

I woke up in a panic this morning because I know I need a second job or I am going to loose my apartment, but I also know that this is the year I could actually put a dent on doing something I love permanently. Here are the facts. I want to move to a different city in the state that is quiet and kid friendly with a good school system for my son and I have to do this before July because he will start kindergarden this year. At the same time with what money? Even if I got a second job I wouldn't be able to save enough. I would be working to be broke and I would have not time to invest into something that would be promising later.

Then I get on Facebook and see that an old friend of mine lost her baby boy and it fucking broke me! So I start thinking about how hurt I am for her and then the thought whispers in my ear "your baby ain't safe either." Now I am at work thinking how can I escape and do some job and housing hunting before I go insane, because if my baby died tomorrow I would not only feel the pain of losing my baby, but also the pain that I never provided for him the same way my parents did for me.

I am sorry guys sometimes I just need to cry.

Awww sending you the biggest cyber hug ever. There is a plan for every situation in your life just hold out and be strong and pray for patience to get through it. Anything you might lose you will get back again and anything you wish to have you will receive 10 times over. Keep your head up.

Posted by Impulsv

Posted by ladylibra21
Ok yall let it all out! Whatever emotion you are feeling today! Even if it doesn't make sense. Milk those moons. Ok I will go first.

I woke up in a panic this morning because I know I need a second job or I am going to loose my apartment, but I also know that this is the year I could actually put a dent on doing something I love permanently. Here are the facts. I want to move to a different city in the state that is quiet and kid friendly with a good school system for my son and I have to do this before July because he will start kindergarden this year. At the same time with what money? Even if I got a second job I wouldn't be able to save enough. I would be working to be broke and I would have not time to invest into something that would be promising later.

Then I get on Facebook and see that an old friend of mine lost her baby boy and it fucking broke me! So I start thinking about how hurt I am for her and then the thought whispers in my ear "your baby ain't safe either." Now I am at work thinking how can I escape and do some job and housing hunting before I go insane, because if my baby died tomorrow I would not only feel the pain of losing my baby, but also the pain that I never provided for him the same way my parents did for me.

I am sorry guys sometimes I just need to cry.

Damn

Is there any community support or family support

Where is this father who dhlould be contributing to some child support!

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All of my family is 1 hours away. He now pays half of daycare and gives me money for his insurance and we take care of things at our separate houses. I don't want to put him on child support because he would be able to keep me here if I ever decided o wanted to move back.

Woke up thinking of my dog that passed away

I woke up stressed about the homework and test deadlines I missed for trig. I get to do them, but she is reducing my test grade to 75% , regardless of what I get, and she is desicting 5% from my HW questions.

I hate that I can dull myself to what needs to get done.