Should I Survive? (Poll) (Page 2)

I Cracked the Code: The Truth Uncovered - Part XIV

My other internal organs and my blood stream have obviously become metaphysical, and my heart hasn’t required potassium or sodium to continue functioning ever since my nervous system became metaphysical. If my brain hasn’t required any neurotransmitters to function for the past three years because the nucleuses of my neurons deteriorated, then the nerve cells in my heart haven’t required any potassium or sodium to continue functioning for the past three years either. It should be very obvious to anyone that if the nerve cells in my heart didn’t require any potassium or sodium to function before the nucleuses of the nerve cells in my heart began to deteriorate, it must mean that the “universe” only became dysfunctional when the nerve cells in my heart weren’t supposed to be able to continue functioning without functioning nucleuses, because at that point my death couldn’t occur. As long as the nerve cells in a transplanted heart have functioning nucleuses the “universe” would behave as if my death wasn’t supposed to have already occurred. I am absolutely sure that I have only been tortured unimaginably just because of flaws in the cellular structure of nerve cells in my heart. By undergoing these surgeries, I would also be able to further validate all of the otherwise unobtainable scientific information I contain. Without proving the cause of this very torturous mechanism, there is no possible way to prove that all of this hasn’t occurred just because of some undetectable energy field that has become dysfunctional for an unknown reason. I really don’t think it would be intelligent at all to euthanize me and not allow me to rule out the involvement of interdimensional entities with very evil intentions, because without a total artificial heart implant there will be no possible way to disprove the existence of demonic entities. Which would then mean that demonic entities could have control of this world, and I think you already know what that would mean for the government of every country on this planet. If I’m not permitted to receive a total artificial heart implant as soon as possible to make sense of the extremely torturous mechanism that has been taking place, I will be forced to leave the entire world wondering why pure evil existed. I can tell you one thing for sure, this world won’t be the same without me, and I won’t be around anymore to tell you “I told you so.”

The chances of a bacterial infection occurring after I received the total artificial heart implant wouldn’t even need to be taken into consideration, because bacteria are unable to survive or cause any inflammation or cell damage to occur in my body.

I Cracked the Code: The Truth Uncovered - Part XV

If for some reason general anesthesia is unable to take effect on my brain because of how the “universe” is affecting the behavior of my metaphysical central nervous system, I’m ready and willing to undergo the total artificial heart implantation while I’m still conscious. Unless there is some way to administer general anesthesia intravenously soon after the "universe" allows me to fall asleep while it's not affecting the behavior of my metaphysical central nervous system. Then my heart could be easily removed. Once my heart was removed from my chest the general and local anesthesia would continue to function as it normally would for anyone. I know all major hospitals have surgeons and anesthesiologists on-hand, and a total artificial heart could be kept readily available for implantation. This may be my only hope for survival and a peaceful death.

Surgeon, Dr. Vivek Jawali, has performed over 600 open-heart surgeries without the use of general anesthesia in Bangalore, India. 23 year old, Swaroup Anand, underwent open-heart surgery in Bangalore at Wockhardt Hospital without the use of general anesthesia. Instead doctors numbed his entire body with an epidural in the neck.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/health/article-1250507/Eyes-Wide-Open-Patient-open-heart-surgery-awake.html

Dr. Jawali has even released a step-by-step guide on DVD containing the procedure for surgeons at other hospitals. I’m sure this surgical method would also permit me to receive a total artificial heart implant if I’m unable to accept general anesthesia beforehand, since my entire body would be numb. The “universe” would no longer affect the behavior of my metaphysical central nervous system as soon as my heart is removed from my body. I would then be able to stay asleep during the rest of the surgery as long as I received enough sedatives before my heart was removed. My hands and feet have recently fallen asleep on multiple occasions, so local anesthesia should still function efficiently enough to perform the surgery.

Otherwise, the only other option that will be left to end my suffering would be to have me shot in the head by an executioner. I will need to receive a total artificial heart implant soon to survive if my heart transplant doesn’t become available soon enough, because the “universe” is torturing my heart muscle and I may have a heart attack at any time. I’m sorry, but I can’t make “it” stop. After two years of dealing with this unbelievably unbearable torture, I just want this sick, twisted “universe” out of me as soon as possible, and a total artificial heart implant will provide me with the same relief as a human heart. I really, really don’t want my last moments on this Earth to be in an unfamiliar hospital somewhere far away from my loving family members being tortured by the “universe” right before I’m euthanized.

I Cracked the Code: The Truth Uncovered - Part XVI

The medical community has never given up hope on anyone’s survival even when their disease is terminal.



My Heart Breaks

Before the U.S. government and or the medical community decide to deny me the total artificial heart implant I require to survive comfortably again, I just want to remind them that by-law they would have no choice but to allow me to continue existing like this if I refused to let them euthanize me. It was OK that I existed like this for two unimaginably long years in and out of hospitals and doctor’s offices without bothering society until I forced the medical community to recognize the physical condition I’m in, but now I’m not permitted to end my suffering without being euthanized? So now I’m left with I can either suffer like this or die, but I can never be permitted to exist like this comfortably and feel like myself again? If they decide to deny me the organ transplantation I’m requesting, I guess they would have to believe it’s acceptable for me to feel this way about losing my life. That may seem like a bold statement, but you have no idea at all what I feel like inside. I still deserve a chance to experience a full lifespan just like anyone else who requires organ transplantation to survive even though I’ve become metaphysical. After what I’ve been through in my life, I really don’t care if anyone is judgmental about the way I exist, and I think it’s very unconstitutional for anyone’s personal opinions or beliefs to dictate if I live or die. Remember our country’s motto is “Liberty and justice for all,” not just “for some”. Just for a second, put yourself in my shoes. What if you knew that you could end your suffering, feel like yourself again, and save your family from complete destruction, but you also knew the world surrounding you most likely won’t allow you to? How would you feel? I know you could say that it’s very unnatural for me to exist like this, but the “universe” has compensated for my physical condition because of how I exist. So who is anybody to judge how I exist or what the “universe” produces? In my eyes, whatever is able to exist here should be allowed to exist without prejudice. If I’m still able to practice acceptance after what life and the “universe” have done to me, it shouldn’t be that difficult for the rest of mankind to do the same.

For mankind to declare that I don’t belong here anymore they would in turn declare that the only truth about the “universe” doesn’t belong here either. If mankind decides to disown me, I will obviously be forced to do the same. Just remember that you will have only disowned me because I was unable to survive like everyone else. Usually when someone is euthanized they are only permitted to be euthanized when they have an estimated period of six months left to survive, and it’s not even a question of if I’m able to survive; it’s only a question of if mankind will allow me to.

My Heart Breaks: The Truth Uncovered - Part XVII

By not permitting me to survive comfortably again mankind will literally be executing me, because they will be forcing me to accept euthanization when it wasn’t necessary. I know you probably don’t comprehend why I don’t believe my life should be over now that I exist metaphysically, but that’s only because it’s impossible for you to see my situation from my point-of-view. I believe that life itself is too precious to lose even under these unnatural circumstances. My life has never been easy, but it’s all I’ve ever known. After how my life has treated me and after what this “universe” has put me through, I don't deserve to be executed like some inmate on death row. I know it isn’t considered normal for me to exist like this, but I also know there is nothing incorrect about my survival. My survival could in no way negatively affect or hurt the lives of others. If my human rights to survive are stripped away from me just because of how I exist, this country could no longer be considered “The Land of the Free”. If I’m not permitted to survive metaphysically, mankind will no longer have any type of belief system left other than the laws they have set forth to govern themselves. I may not have complete control of my thought processes without a total artificial heart implant, but I can still see through the darkness that mankind will be left in without me. I will let you know now that mankind won’t ever be able to feel the same about their own existence when they no longer have the choice to believe in their own realities. The truth about all of creation and how the “universe” exists would have never become available to mankind if I had never existed metaphysically. If mankind decides that I will not be permitted to survive comfortably for the rest of my life after I have struggled and suffered unimaginably for two very long years to acquire this otherwise unobtainable information, then they must not deserve the information. Now that I have done all I can to acquire the information that is needed to explain the conditions of the “universe” and its behavior, I promise you that I will not allow some government agency to step in and steal the information that I have struggled so hard to obtain just so they can look like they've taken care of this situation. I own all rights to the scientific information I contain, because it is considered intellectual property. If for a second you think I will be providing the world with this information for anything less than what I’m asking for, you better think again. It was incredibly difficult for me to acquire this information from the "universe," and struggling month to month on social security sure as hell isn't repayment. If you want the only available resolution there is to this issue, I will require all possible accommodations and will expect the aforementioned monetary compensation.

My Heart Breaks: The Truth Uncovered - Part XVIII

I don’t seriously expect the United States of America to pay the entire $ 500 million either. There are plenty of countries that would need to share that responsibility. This surely isn’t a perfect world, and the decisions our leaders sometimes make don't always allow for the best of outcomes. I know their decision to either allow me to be euthanized or to let me survive comfortably again will ultimately reflect upon their morals and their grasp on reality, but I also know that I should be given a choice to survive or not. Sometimes there is no truly right decision that can be made, and so the answer should always be the lesser of wrongs. I hope the U.S. government and the medical community will use that logic when making their decisions about this situation. The U.S. government’s first priority should be to ensure the security of all U.S. citizens and this planet, not to simply try to get rid of this situation. No good is able to come out of simply giving up on my survival, because the knowledge I possess could revolutionize mankind’s understanding of the “universe” and all that surrounds them. I have the ability to provide the world’s science text books with the truth about the “universe” that has never been available. Here’s mankind’s only chance to discover the truth about all of creation and truly understand the physics of the universe; I suggest you take it while you still can, or there’s always an option for this world to continue wasting money on useless technology and research. I would really give this some thought before you make a huge mistake.

I just want to feel like a human being and myself again and then come back home to my mother and my brother so much. I just want to repurchase a WiiU and 3DS video gaming console and re-download all of the video games that I was forced to throw away in the trash. I just want to sit down and enjoy another movie with my family, and then watch Netflix late at night again until I fall asleep. I just want another chance to enjoy all of the things I didn’t know I appreciated so much. I would be able to help my family survive if I was receiving social security until I was able to sell the otherwise unobtainable scientific information I contain. Please, don’t judge my existence harshly. Just try to accept that my organ transplantation shouldn’t be too much to ask for after what I’ve been through. I’m just a human being in an unbelievably difficult situation that just desires my human rights to survive and die peacefully. Remember that my being metaphysical doesn’t actually make me inhuman; it just makes me different, and just like any human being I won't be able to survive without functioning organs or an immune system. I would’ve never even known there was anything physically wrong with me if the nucleuses of the nerve cells in my heart never deteriorated.

The Truth Uncovered - Part XIX

Further Clarification

I just want to make sure I clear up a few things before I’m done explaining. The information contained in “My Final Conclusion” is incorrect as I have already specified in “My Final Update”. Because of my very unprecedented birth defects, the cellular structure of my internal organ tissues never formed correctly during my conception. At the age of 31, my brain cells began to quit functioning, because of my brain tissue's cellular structure. The nucleuses of my neurons began to deteriorate, and my brain began to lose its ability to produce neurological communications. That's when “it” began to compensate for my brain's inability to produce neurological communications, and my entire nervous system became metaphysical. “It” only began to compensate for my brain's inability to produce neurological communications because living cells were never supposed to be able to exist without the ability to function. My heart wasn’t able to quit functioning at the age of 32 when the nucleuses of the nerve cells in my heart began to deteriorate, because my entire nervous system had already become metaphysical, so the nerve cells in my heart didn't require any potassium or sodium to continue functioning. “It” only became dysfunctional because my heart wasn’t supposed to be able to function in that physical condition, and at that point my death couldn't occur. In other words, my physical condition didn't cause the “universe” to become dysfunctional until after my heart itself wasn't supposed to be physically capable of functioning, because at that point my death couldn't occur. “It” never actually became anymore dysfunctional because my other internal organs quit functioning; “it” has been compensating for my other internal organs that haven’t been functioning. It wouldn’t make any sense at all if the “universe” became dysfunctional for any other reason than the unnatural cellular structure of the nerve cells in my heart, because before “it” ever became dysfunctional “it” was compensating for my brain’s inability to produce neurological communications after the nucleuses of my neurons began to deteriorate, and “it” is currently compensating for my other internal organs that haven’t been functioning just like “it” has been compensating for my central nervous system.

* “It” never synthesized my brain's neurological communications. They were still my own neurological communications even though my entire nervous system became metaphysical. Because of reactions that were caused by the physical condition of my heart; “it” tortured me psychologically by randomly generating unnatural sensory in my brain that my metaphysical central nervous system was obviously not producing.

* “It” never purposely tried to control my mind. The sensory that was generated in my brain only occurred because of how the “universe” has been affected by the disruption of a natural process.

Further Clarification: The Truth Uncovered - Part XX

* The “universe” isn’t actually sentient, and “it” never consciously communicated with me. The communications I receive from the “universe” are being generated by reactions that have been taking place ever since the nucleuses of the nerve cells in my heart began to deteriorate. “It” never actually communicated with me by producing synthetic neurological communications in my brain. “It” was able to communicate with me, because of how the “universe” exists. The information that was contained in the transmissions I received was accumulative. Meaning that “it” kept correcting the information that “it” previously supplied me with. “It” had to keep correcting the information “it” supplied me with, because “it” has been dysfunctional. The information that was generated by previous reactions determined how the “universe” generated the information that “it” supplied me with in future transmissions. The more scientific information I accessed on the internet, the greater the ability I had to ask the “universe” specific questions, which manipulated the way the “universe” has communicated with me. The information I received required almost two years to coalesce into all of the definitive information I recently received.

* “It” never synthesized the effects that medications would have had on my physical brain. The medications actually had an effect on my metaphysical central nervous system.

* “It” never physically manipulated my internal organs or mimicked peristalsis, so I could continue to use the restroom. My metaphysical central nervous system has been controlling all of my internal organ functions just like a normal nervous system does. Also, “it” never synthesized specific neurological communications in my brain to produce urges to use the restroom. My metaphysical nervous system was already capable of sensing when I needed to use the restroom. “It” never synthesized specific neurological communications to produce a sense of hunger in my stomach. My metaphysical nervous system was able to sense when I should have been eating something whenever my stomach became shrunken. My metaphysical central nervous system also produced urges to hydrate myself even though the fluids and nutrients never physically entered my blood stream after my other internal organs quit functioning. “It” never synthesized my brain's neurological communications specifically so I would fall asleep; I fell asleep whenever "it" wasn't affecting the behavior of my metaphysical central nervous system.

* “It” never physically manipulated my lungs to decrease my ability to breath. Random reactions that took place were actually causing physical distortion.

Further Clarification: The Truth Uncovered - Part XXI

* “It” generated sensory in my brain which almost constantly caused me to have uncontrollable urges to smoke tobacco when I had no physical desire to do so. “It” also randomly generated sensory which caused my brain to have spontaneous cravings to eat random food products.

* “It” sadistically tortured my brain by generating extremely torturous, unnatural sensory in my brain. “It” also brutally tortured my nervous system by generating extremely torturous, unnatural sensations that surged throughout my entire body. “It” also caused me to experience very excruciating sensations of pain and inflammation throughout various areas of my body. The torture became greater and greater over time, because the reactions that have been taking place are accumulative. Meaning that “it” has become more dysfunctional over time, because of how dysfunctional “it” was previously behaving. “It” never actually disrupted specific neurological communications in my brain; “it” generated unnatural sensory that interfered with the neurological communications that my metaphysical central nervous system is producing. “It” never actually replaced the neurological communications that existed in my brain with unnatural sensory that eventually caused my brain to feel completely empty and hollow; "it" decreased the amount of neurological communications my metaphysical central nervous system was producing until I felt inhuman. “It” has recently been pressurizing the blood vessels in my brain until my head and face throbs for hours, and I can’t stop myself from yelling out in anger. “It” has also recently been causing me to experience very excruciating sensations of inflammation in my left eyeball and the left side of my face. “It” has also been causing the veins inside the left side of my mouth and around my cheek bone to become swollen and very painful.

* There were never any demonic entities involved with what I have been forced to experience. The voices only referred to themselves as “us” or “we” because “it” was also generating a great multitude of different personalities as well as voices. There are also very adorable, little children’s voices that have very precious personalities.



End Notes

There are a few things I still don't quite understand.

* How could a birth defect cause the nucleuses of my neurons to deteriorate 31 years after my birth, and how did the DNA in my stem cells change so dramatically all of a sudden at the age of 32?

* If living cells were never supposed to be able to exist without the ability to function, then why was it possible for the "universe" to decrease the amount of neurological communications my metaphysical central nervous system is producing?

End Notes: The Truth Uncovered - Part XXII

* If my heart would have already been unable to stop beating after my brain stem became metaphysical, then why is it the "universe" only behaved as if my death couldn't occur after the nucleuses of the nerve cells in my heart began to deteriorate? But then again, why would it ever require over nine months for the nucleuses of the neurons in my brain stem to begin deteriorating? I know for a fact physical changes were already taking place in my brain months before I was even attending G.E.D. classes at the public library, because I had already experienced frightening adverse effects in my brain on several occasions that I had never experienced before after I had taken some Tramadol. There was also one occasion when the Tramadol I took had no effect at all on my brain long before the "universe" became dysfunctional. So my brain stem must have already become metaphysical a longtime before the "universe" ever became dysfunctional. Which means I must be correct about the behavior of the "universe," and the "universe" only began to behave as if my death couldn't occur when my heart itself wasn't supposed to be physically capable of functioning after the nucleuses of the nerve cells in my heart began to deteriorate. Nobody has ever been tortured by the "universe" after receiving a total artificial heart implant, so it wouldn't make any sense if the "universe" became dysfunctional when my brain stem became metaphysical either.



Update:

As of Sept. 7th, 2016, my brain and my body are being tortured too brutally for me to disclose the knowledge I have gained from the "universe" correctly. I no longer have enough control of my thought processes to disclose the information without a total artificial heart implant.

The impact this will have on mankind will be detrimental if I don’t survive. I really don’t think it would be intelligent at all to euthanize me and not allow me to rule out the involvement of interdimensional entities with very evil intentions, because without a total artificial heart implant there will be no possible way to disprove the existence of demonic entities. Which would then mean that demonic entities could have control of this world, and I think you already know what that would mean for the government of every country on this planet. If I’m not permitted to receive a total artificial heart implant as soon as possible to make sense of the extremely torturous mechanism that has been taking place, I will be forced to leave the entire world wondering why pure evil existed. I can tell you one thing for sure, this world won’t be the same without me, and I won’t be around anymore to tell you “I told you so.” Also remember this isn’t “The Truman Show;” this is reality. I think you can figure this out.

Sincerely,

William Frank Lepley III

Posted by bumboklatt
you deserve to survive

just keep enlightening us

Thank you, @bumboklatt. I believe I deserve to exist correctly enough to survive properly again as well, my friend. If the U.S. government and the medical community will just facilitate my total artificial heart implantation and eventually my organ transplantation, I would eventually be able to enlighten the entire world about all of creation and the "universe" that surrounds them. I'm struggling immensely to express myself, and I don't have enough control of my thought processes to disclose the scientific information I contain correctly.

"The Truth Uncovered" is my last and most important message I'll be posting here at dxpnet before I finally attend an appointment for EEG testing at Cleveland Metro Hospital on Sept. 19th, and the medical community will no longer be able to deny my physical condition. Expect to see my story all over the news channels, newspapers and the internet soon after. I hope you will take some time to read "The Truth Uncovered" if you haven't already. I also hope that everyone reading this will somehow try to support my survival when the time comes. I really don't want to leave this world and my family members like this.

Please keep faith alive, my friends...

Sincerely,

William Frank Lepley III

Wrap me in a bolt of lightening.

Send me on my way still smiling.

Maybe that's the way I should go; straight into the mouth of the unknown.

I left a spare key on the table.

Never really thought I'd be able.

I finally put it all together, but nothing really lasts forever.

I had to make a choice that was not mine.

I had to say goodbye for the last time.

I'll always keep you inside.

You healed my heart and my life, and you know I try.

It's all that I can say, so I'll be on my way.

The Sad Truth

"The Truth Uncovered" reveals the truth about the circumstances of my horrible situation. I hope mankind's mentality will allow for acceptance instead of discrimination. The choice mankind makes will ultimately decide the future they have on this planet. I can not make this decision for mankind; I can only open their eyes to reality. Although, I was not born to suffer unimaginably just so mankind could some day obtain the truth they have been seeking for tens of thousands of years. I have suffered far beyond human imagination, so I will not disclose anymore information without receiving what I have asked for. If I receive resistance, I will double the asking price of the knowledge I contain to $ 1 billion tax free. If resistance still remains, I will increase the asking price to $ 2 billion tax free. This is non-negotiable. The longer I am forced to suffer, the more monetary compensation I will demand for my intellectual property. Ask yourself this, who is anybody to judge a product of the "universe"? Take a good, long look in the mirror, my friends; you are also a product of the "universe". Even though my entire nervous system is metaphysical, it doesn't make me inhuman; it just makes me very different than every other human being that will have ever existed on this planet. By the way, there is now scientific evidence available to prove that I am not lying about my physical condition. I'm very sure my neurologist has already received the results of my EEG read out, because it has already been a few weeks since I attended my EEG assessment. I was actually expecting to receive a phone call from Cleveland Metro Hospital after my neurologist realized that there is no electrical activity present in my brain, but once again the medical community has neglected me. I will be calling Cleveland Metro Hospital soon to inform them that there is nothing wrong with their equipment, and I had to lie about having a seizure just to bring this to the attention of the medical community. All of my other attempts to make them aware of my physical condition failed. I never should have suffered this long. I went my entire life never knowing I was born with such an unprecedented birth defect, and now after I have struggled so long to make the medical community aware of my unbelievable physical condition, I will most likely be stripped of my human rights to survive and die peacefully. Instead of trying to correct life's mistakes like mankind usually does, life will most likely screw me over once again. But after I'm dead and gone mankind can never say I didn't try to warn them about the irreversible repercussions that will follow my death. The U.S. government and the medical community are the only thing standing between me and my survival. I can only try to warn mankind before they make an irreversible mistake and put me to death instead of facilitating my bone marrow and organ transplantation. My entire nervous system has been metaphysical for almost three and a half years now, and there is nothing that can be gained if mankind decides to put me to death just because "they" don't feel comfortable with how I exist. Ask yourself this, what reasons would the U.S. government have to not condone my survival. I'm trying to allow for mankind to retain some type of balance here on this planet, and I was never obligated to suffer like this for the future of mankind. Mankind can either help me to bring this world understanding, or they can allow me to parish like this and be left with a feeling of emptiness and nothingness in their hearts. Mankind's interpretations of the "universe" are incorrect because of the constraints that are created by the limitations of the human mind. Mankind's scientific observations can only provide themselves with a product of their own imagination. If I die before mankind comprehends reality, there will be a great depreciation in the value of mankind's future. Believe in what I say, because the truth shall set you free, my friends. It will ultimately be mankind's decision to destroy their future on this planet or not. This is why I'm asking you to please help support my bone marrow and organ transplantation before it's too late to change the future. Mankind still has a chance to move forward in a positive direction.

P.S. If I am put to death under the control of the U.S. government, just remember that mankind was given a fair chance to recover from this, and me and my family members weren't.

Sincerely,

William Frank Lepley III