Yesterday, I was talking to a girl about how I didn't like how I smoke everyday because it feels like I'm starting to use it as a crutch, I don't think it's good to have a "I NEED a blunt" mindset, and I definitely don't think it's the smartest thing to smoke everyday, under my circumstances. I wanted a break to just let my soul breathe for a little, clear my mind, and deal with things for a week or two instead of grabbing a blunt. She basically tried to argue my choice and said "Well, we all need something to be dependent on. If I don't have my weed, I need a bottle or dick or something because if I don't then I feel miserable". She even actually admitted she was addicted to weed and then backed it up with a whole bunch of excuses. I'm not saying weed is bad, but being in denial about your weed use and the reason why you use it, is bad. On the other hand, this girl i talk to from time to time, ALWAYS hits me up when she breaks up with her boyfriend. I'm talking the day of the break up. We hung out last week, she showed me the conversations he was having with other women, how he had sex with another girl while she was at work, him being on tinder, etc. just a whole bunch of dumb shit. She gave a speech about how she's finally done, not gonna allow herself to be disrespected and walked on, how it happened many times before, but yet this girl went back to the same dude two days later because she "can't be alone". I don't know if people are gonna come at me for this post because being emotionally dependent upon things/people has become so normal and many people are in real denial about it. Depending on a person, substance, item whatever is one of the main things that slows down or even stops inner growth.
