@paranormalbadgirl
15 Years
wow, you guys too? i'm very robotic at the moment.
i think i just need a change, really. i've given myself a project-to finish my 'novel' by christmas and look into self-publishing in the new year.
apart from that, yes i'm in 'whatever' mode. can't lie, i prefer it to being over-emotional. less hard work.
Hmm.. well, I'm not particularly emotional or sensitive right now. More like in neutral mode.. but to me it feels very mellow, comfortable.. like a LACK of drama and bullshit. The "whatever" sentiment is more of a "it's all good/cool" one with me. So it doesn't feel like rock bottom to me... more like.. coasting through fluffy clouds, without any turbulence. I feel relaxed and at ease.. content.
So it's similar, but different. Perspective, maybe?
why do i have a feeling we are being blocked somehow, from heavy feelings and such? I just realized I was being blocked from falling in love. Hmm... perhaps to save my feelings from being hurt? Also, my mom was crying the other day, and it didnt affect me. Usually I am very concerned when someone is hurting. Strange.
I can agree. I have been a bit more brash than normal and a lot less sensitive. since about Last Wednesday/Thursday. Not really sure why. Just seem to be in a fog. 😢
Strange.. all these Fishies in Neutral Mode.
I feel amused 😄
Posted by paranormalbadgirl
I am feeling like i have hit rock bottom. My emotions are on "off" and my attitude toward anything is "what ever". It is not like me. And my sensitivity is not strong at the moment. My mind has turned zombie-ish. Is anyone experiencing this?
Yes!! Something is blocking it and I'm all indifferent. Not complaining though
Yes and September is the month to be introspective and a growing point for us fish.
Yeah I've felt like I'm on autopilot lately.
Have found myself saying "I'm not in the mood" quite a lot too and have shut myself off a bit these past few weeks.
I feel restless, like I'm in limbo waiting for something to happen.
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I feel restless, like I'm in limbo waiting for something to happen.
yeah, same here 🙂
Posted by Nights22
lolol what the hell happened on the simpons to make u tear up?
lmao, it was the episode where homer has the crayon taken out of his brain...becomes smart, bonds with lisa, can't hack being an outcast and has the crayon put back in. then he walks through the door, dumb again, and goes off to get a sandwich...a note drops out of his pocket, for lisa. where he apologises for taking the coward's way out...'and being smart made me realise just how special you are...' *wells up*
😄
It wears me out physically as well. I thought this was our month for new, exciting, and happy things. whats up?
Posted by Nights22
lolol what the hell happened on the simpons to make u tear up?lmao, it was the episode where homer has the crayon taken out of his brain...becomes smart, bonds with lisa, can't hack being an outcast and has the crayon put back in. then he walks through the door, dumb again, and goes off to get a sandwich...a note drops out of his pocket, for lisa. where he apologises for taking the coward's way out...'and being smart made me realise just how special you are...' *wells up*
😄
lol! 😄 But at least we know we're still human when we cry at the drop of a hat (after a long period of feeling like robots with no feelings) 😛
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exactly! and i love getting a rest from it, lol!!
Posted by Nights22
Luckily mine ended at the end of last week. Woot.
HA! Us 1st decans must be the first to come out of it! Mine ended last Thursday. Fog is lifted, emotions are once more riding shotgun and whooping and hollering. No more coasting along, my hand is steady on the rudder and my emotions are once again my navigator. So we're back to our regularly scheduled programming, folks. *grin*
^^ That just means you jumped the gun, haha
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I am feeling like i have hit rock bottom. My emotions are on "off" and my attitude toward anything is "what ever". It is not like me. And my sensitivity is not strong at the moment. My mind has turned zombie-ish. Is anyone experiencing this?