Crap

I was a little too slow to grow cold,
Should have been quicker
would have saved my ticker,
Dont want to let go,
Never learned to fold,
Not to sure how to throw it all in,
Always have put on a show,
Just so you all dont know,
trying to keep the pace,
But today I'm loosing face,
Its true you dont know me do you,
I'm fading away and its coming out today,
Everyone will say its just the way she is,
But they dont know and its all my own sorrow,
Its just the way she is and its always like this,
No one can see whats happening to me,
My Soul is shallow & I am empty.

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