Dark/Schizoish 8th house chart here, am I alone?..

Salutations!

I'm a first decan pisces, Feb. 22, with what seems to me to be a rather odd imbalanced chart.

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Sun - Pisces - 10th
Moon - Aquarius - 9th
Mercury - Aquarius - 9th
Venus - Capricorn - 8th
Mars - Capricorn - 8th
Jupiter - Cancer - 1st
Saturn - Capricorn - 8th
Uranus - Capricorn - 8th
Neptune - Capricorn - 8th
Pluto - Scorpio - 6th
Rising - Gemini (Fabulous, No? Ha!)
North Node&Midheaven - Aquarius
South Node - Leo

I find my Jupiter aspects odd, it is trine my sun, quincunx to my moon, and sesquiquadrate to both my mercury and pluto (the last of which sextiles Neptune, Saturn and Mars, in that lovely 8th).

I really don't know where to start. Ah, those two little buggers in Aquarius. They really make it easy for me to communicate with other people, which in everyday/work situations is great, though, being a pisces it just helps me understand how other people don't consider anothers feelings. Which is getting quite depressing with everyone shoving their opinions down each other throat these day's...

On to my rising sign, whoa to the friend of a Gemini ascendant Pisces. We are quite the double-talkers I tell ya wHat. One minute we're going with the flow, smooth and witty. The next we may be pimp slapping you with unpleasant reality checks, or become completley antisocial save for the basic interaction required to go throughout the day. Despite my friends finding me effortless to talk to, they have no idea what to expect, or how I feel. Ever.

These air influences combined with my Pisces sun form the majority of my personality. Even though i've an outrageously heavy 8th house influence I'm having a hard time figuring out where it all fits in. I do know it brings a nearly bloodthirty rage when other earth signs become to insistant over me. I also have quite intense nightmares/lucid dreams, which I attribute to the 8th. And a hopeless love for any animal with scales.

Anywhozit. I started this thread because i'd like to hear from other Pisceans uncomfortable with their Air signs, specificly Gemini and Aquarius. And anyone at all who can give me personal experience on the 8th house depression, sensitivity and repression. I feel my airy exterior is setting me up for a mid life 8th house ambush...

Opinions, Experience and Advice on anything are more than welcome!!

Oh i'm damn crazy, but I still understand logic (and despise it lol), thanks to my Aquaruis influence.

And yes, it's just like a rollercoaster.