My Piscean Self

Hi Silas here, from South Africa... I'm a Pisces born on march 14th, a real Piscean I mean, every information I read about Piscean astrology is super accurate it scared me a flippin?? lot and made me curious even more... so I did my reading via Andrian Ross Duncan's website and he sent me my natal chart... that says I'm a Pisces with my Mercury, Mars and Venus in Aries, and the research was super accurate as well and so it all means... I'm a really sensitive guy (also means I'm a hopeless romantic guy by nature), who talks non-sense a lot because he is too quick to act or talk, doesn't think things through before saying or doing anything, this makes me look bad socially, but then Pisceans are non-social...

I usually panic a lot and respond too quick because - you know, being non-social or a non-conversationalist make me wonder if people think of me as a —Dork-ish?? type of person, well they're always too quick to judge because of my slow nature so I never get to show my true self to people in general I just isolate myself and give them the satisfaction that I am in-fact a —Dork??, or whatever. To me those kind of people are bad company, I usually don't hang out because they will corrupt my beautiful nature. Sometimes, instead of letting them judge me off as —Dork-ish?? (of which is a good idea if you let this to be the first thing people see about you, *I'll explain why), I just pretend to be someone I'm not just to hide my true self, I do this to please people, u know to ??Fit-in??.

But then, at some point my true nature has to come out, and when things get too awkward I become gloomy all over again and then escape... well, it's in my nature to be this way I try to keep my head up, always... but I'm a nerd I mean who am I kidding right? And I have learned that the hard way and now with a relief I know that it's all okay, because I know better.
Not going to lie, I suffered a lot my whole life with this, always asked myself??_ why me??!... So today I'm always by myself no friend or girlfriend, I know... reality is scary sometimes... I'm a grown up and so I desperately want to change my life so bad, and looking for a job is not an option for me??_ but then my life seems like a never ending loop of absolute probable instances, nothing ever really happens...

I advise that you be yourself and let people judge you however they want and accept that being as the first thing they see about you, and then make peace with t