Picess man

Hello, My name is Donald and I 24 years old.

I'm Picess man, first of all i want to apologize about my English, it's not my native language.

I want to talk about some issue from my person life.

Lately I feel that i in some deadlock, and i don't know what to do.

it's all start in the past when i meet some girl, i think she was my soul mate, We had a very strong emotional and strong relationship to say the least. and when she is gone, something dad in me, i fact i dead inside, and i lost my self, and today i became to some person without personality, and i don't know what i want from my life because i feel i arrive to this world with some Values ​​and ideals that do not exist in reality, and today everything seems to me to be one big compromise, I used to dream big dreams about life about love, about a plan bigger than me, but today I feel there is nothing left in me and everything is already there. How strange to say it, but I just feel stuck here.

For a long time I wanted to talk about it Are there other people who share these feelings?

I've been in love with a beautiful Virgo boy for 3 years and I was terrified of telling him. I was ready to end our friendship because I couldn't stand not letting him know how I feel anymore. And thinking about it completely wrecked me inside to the point where it brought back suicidal tendencies.

I won't make you feel even worse by telling you how the story ended, but I will say this:

Sometimes we make the mistake of confusing the message with the messenger. Messengers leave, and they sometimes even die. But their message is always the same: don't take love for granted and don't give up on it.

I know that's much easier said than done, especially if you've been let down big time in the past, but you never know when the arrow will hit you next.

I understand you're point,but i really feel that i lost myself. Sometimes i feel only if some miracle hit me, I continued to walk beside the world. I very wish that my live change and i found some rest in this world.

Sometimes I feel dead inside too. You just got to think about the good things in your life. Do you have a family? Pets? A career? A passion?

Don,

I am Piscean too. I don't know if you "lost" her due to death or "lost" her due to her loving someone else. Either way, the word is "lost". A woman DOESN'T determine a man's love for life. It's considered a "love relationship" you have with the opposite sex. In other words, a woman isn't "air" (to breathe), "water" to help regulate its temperature and maintain other bodily functions, a brain because it allows a person to think, feel, and store memories, and it controls & coordinates the body's actions and reactions, food to nourish your body, a heart to beat in order to flow blood throughout your body, etc. Again, in other words, a WOMAN should NOT make you happy and substitute all the items I just mentioned.

You are mourning; and that is understandable. You're NOT the first, nor the LAST human being on earth to have "lost". I have, too. But I have my FAITH in God to sustain me day-to-day. "This too shall pass".

🤗 cyber hugs!

Love,

Eva

PS: Your melancholy demeanor is NOT allowing your door to "open" to a woman that will love you again. Look up the word optimistic in the dictionary; or as you millennium chickies do, Google the word. They say, "Time reveals a person's heart" and you're mourning/melancholy.

Hello, Mr. President!

Thanks everyone for the comments.

I do not have a trace of my past life, friends experiences, everything is gone.

I just want to be born to a new place, to yearn again, to love, to connect to the greater than me.

Formulate myself anew.

this all i want.

The best way to get over someone is by getting under another.



In other words .... go get laid, and in the morning the world will look entirely different to you.