@Weird~Fishes
17 Years
Hey there Wierdfishes,whats your Moon,and Rising sign,Mercury,Venus,and Mars placements?
Posted by everevolvingepithet
Indeed.
Posted by everevolvingepithet
So fitting it's unreal, haha..
Posted by JayDee33
Hey there Wierdfishes,whats your Moon,and Rising sign,Mercury,Venus,and Mars placements?
Hey JayDee -
Moon = Libra
Rising = Leo
Mercury = Sagittarius
Venus = Pisces
Mars = Sagittarius
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And.. I already knew dancer23 was a stunner. And a Pisces? The world stands no chance against her fabulosity 😄
But it IS that easy.. shall I show you how? 😉
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I don't understand how men view me at all.
I get tons of protectiveness, jealousy, "you're gorgeous's", but when push comes to shove I'm never serioulsly approached by men. Never had a b/f, never been in a relationship, never received one fucking box of chocolates during the quarter of my life I've lived so far. When I put myself out there and ask out guys, I get rejected. When I keep my cool and stay busy/independent, I don't get asked out. I'm not trying to force a relationship, but I feel like there's something majorly fucked up with me to have made it to my mid-20's with having next to no experience in the field.
I get this vibe men constantly fantasize about me, but never make it a reality. The only men who seriously look to date me are creeps and old guys. I've had a few dicks who have slept with me and jumped ship, and that's the extent of my relations with the opposite sex.
I feel so disgusted and unlovable. What's worse is this wound keeps getting deeper. I don't know how to love/show affection because I've literally never received it. Despite all my (supposed) attractive qualities, all I get is this ethereal "dream lover" treatment with nothing to show for it. Sometimes I feel like I don't exist at all, like I'm just a fucking fictional pinup girl. I'm not trying to sound stuck up, but this is honestly how I perceive things.
Can anybody relate? What the fuck is this!?