Pisces fed up being treated like a fragile doll...

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Weird~Fishes
@Weird~Fishes
16 Years

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I don't understand how men view me at all.

I get tons of protectiveness, jealousy, "you're gorgeous's", but when push comes to shove I'm never serioulsly approached by men. Never had a b/f, never been in a relationship, never received one fucking box of chocolates during the quarter of my life I've lived so far. When I put myself out there and ask out guys, I get rejected. When I keep my cool and stay busy/independent, I don't get asked out. I'm not trying to force a relationship, but I feel like there's something majorly fucked up with me to have made it to my mid-20's with having next to no experience in the field.

I get this vibe men constantly fantasize about me, but never make it a reality. The only men who seriously look to date me are creeps and old guys. I've had a few dicks who have slept with me and jumped ship, and that's the extent of my relations with the opposite sex.

I feel so disgusted and unlovable. What's worse is this wound keeps getting deeper. I don't know how to love/show affection because I've literally never received it. Despite all my (supposed) attractive qualities, all I get is this ethereal "dream lover" treatment with nothing to show for it. Sometimes I feel like I don't exist at all, like I'm just a fucking fictional pinup girl. I'm not trying to sound stuck up, but this is honestly how I perceive things.

Can anybody relate? What the fuck is this!?