Relizations.

that i on some level resent my help. resent that i dont take care of my self that my room is a mess that is's ugly and the walls are bare that i havn't done more.
and all i do is help.
this is sad yet wried becase i don't mind to help i just i don't know would like to take care of myself more is I guess waht I want to do.

James,

When your intention to change is greater than your intention to stay the same, then you will change. Good luck in creating your new surroundings. BTW, YOU are the BEST you there is so you may want to take very good care of yourself. Go for it! Keep us posted on what you are creating 🙂

BTW? Is what?

there was a time i didn't think i was changing but i supppose i was.

BTW= by the way. I think we are ALWAYS changing. It is when our level of awareness increases do we notice the changes.

i see what u mean.
thanks.

i know want to work on my decerations for my room.