Twin flames? Scorpio man?

well, here's the story. I met someone a couple of months ago and we had quite the hell of a relationship. I had never thought I'd ever meet a person like him. He changed my life. And now we are not together anymore. a week after we broke up, I was asking advice on some forums about scorpio men and all that, and to my surprise, his behavior did not match any of the behaviors of the scorpio man as I found online. Soon I heard of the concept of twin flames, via online research off course, and I realized this is what we were. I started tearing because each and ever single sign and synchronicity described the answer that I was looking for all the months that we were together. I realized that we were strong soulmates, that we were meant to be. We broke up seven months ago. It has been impossible getting over him. I am trying so hard, with school and everything, and am doing my very best to take care of myself and love myself and move on. but although my self esteem has improved, and I have become a better person overall, I have become kinder, more sacrificing (halo showing, lol), the one aspect of myself that I have failed to change is my connection to him, that sense of belonging that I feel he has over me. I feel a sense of freedom when I think of him. I feel happy, and feel like the corners of my heart are aching, and sometimes like my a yeah, it's a long story why. in the end, he said he wouldn't be contacting me anymore. and I, I felt guilty trying to break his word. to be honest, I was actually afraid of what I would find, about his new life without me (would there be someone new to replace me?)? But I finally drew up enough courage yesterday, after seven months, lol. I texted him last night, saying,"hi. this is (my name)." I got no response yet. what should I do?

sorry sorry sorryyyyyy for being so long winded, lol!