How bad is this synastry

Oppositions:
Saturn/Mars, Mars/Mercury, Jupiter/Jupiter, Moon/Uranus and MC/Pluto

Sextiles:
Venus/Neptune, Sun/NN, Jupiter/Uranus

Trine:
Ascendant/NN, Saturn/Mercury, Mars/Mars

Squares:
Venus/Saturn, Mercury/Venus, Sun/MC, Pluto/Mercury, Mars/Moon, Ascendant/Ascendant

Conjunctions:
Ascendant/Venus, Venus/Pluto, Pluto/Moon

The composite is an even bigger disaster. We have 11 squares (one Mars/Saturn and another Venus/Saturn), 4 oppositions (includes Venus/Mars and Saturn/Ascendant), 3 conjuncts (one Saturn/Neptune), 6 trines and 4 sextiles.

I'm not sure how much my natal Venus square Pluto affects everything. Interpretations says I manipulate in relationships. I'm very good at drawing someone in, then when I do, forever question whether we're meant to be or if it's real. I will blow hot and cold because I'm unsure. I'm cynical about marriage, especially because of infidelity (not on my part). I'm the type to ask "why" to a proposal. I really feel unlovable and as if I'm tricking someone in loving me. And then I'll criticize myself for being so narcissistic to even think that and it's just a cycle.

Please help! What's your take on our synastry (and maybe composite)?

We also have these aspects:

Conjunctions:
Sun/Moon, Mercury/Pluto, Mars/Saturn

Trines
Moon/Moon, Moon/Pluto

Sextile:
Sun/Venus

How do you feel about this person?

I'd like to see the chart wheel/house overlays, and the Davison chart, too.

Or just leave both birth dates and times of you have them and I'll put them up.

Posted by AriesIntrovert16
How do you feel about this person?

I'd like to see the chart wheel/house overlays, and the Davison chart, too.

Or just leave both birth dates and times of you have them and I'll put them up.

Thank you!

Here it is

https://www.flickr.com/photos/137236919@N03/shares/391N8h

Posted by AriesIntrovert16
How do you feel about this person?

I'd like to see the chart wheel/house overlays, and the Davison chart, too.

Or just leave both birth dates and times of you have them and I'll put them up.

I love this person of course!

Could you make a chart using astro.com. It's easier to read. Use tinypic to upload and embed the picture. 🙂

Posted by AriesIntrovert16
Could you make a chart using astro.com. It's easier to read. Use tinypic to upload and embed the picture. 🙂

Thanks again. Should I do a Davidson or Synastry?

Both. 🙂