I think I get it now but, not sure how to handle it. I am so much like one of the guys minus the farting crap. But, seriously, My attitude is so much like a guys attitude and I think that is where I get screwed up. I'm not girly enough. I'm not needy enough and men need to be needed. I just have a problem that if I can do it myself then why bother asking for their help. I know that sounds stupid. I had this guy wanting to help me by fixing my sink for me well, he don't know shit about how to do it but, I stood back and watched him try and he did finally complete it but it ended up leaking after he left and I had to go back and fix it. I didn't tell him though so, he still thinks he's my hero even though it drove me crazy watching him fuck it up when, I knew I could fix it. I guess those are one of those things you just have to give them even if you are better at it or more knowledgable. This goes for many things too. I know how to do way too many man things and the only thing that I can't do is if requires strength that I don't have. I used to tell guys these things but, I am learning to not. Shit, I have more tools than most guys I have dated. Just learning life's lessons.
