Sag woman-queen of mixed messages-advice pls

I'd like to ask for your opinion saggitarius women.It'll be truly appreciated.
Here is my story.
I met her thanks to an ad I posted on cl about finding someone I could connect with and possibly explore my curiousity with. She responded to it and I felt an instant connection. She was beautiful,witty,fun,friendly,etc....We texted for a day,talked in the phone on the next one and finally met. I was taken aback by how great she was. We got drunk and had such a great time talking and laughing. She made it obvious that she likes me by accidental touching,kissing me on the cheek and biting her lip and saying:Oh my Gosh,I thimk Im attracted to you. We were very drunk. We were kissing and it was great-amazing chemistry! She told me she wants to take things slow,but 5minutes later whispered in my ear: Do you wanna sleep with me? We made out and it was great! She was telling me how brilliant I was,etc.
I went home in the middle of the nite.
Second and third time we met we were drinking just a little bit and we kissed again and again she would tell me how btfl I was and how attracted she is to me.We decided to call it 'friends with benefits'.
When we made out I told her I loved her and I think it suprised her a bit (Im a scorpio so when I feel I feel strong and tell about it!), but I told her:hey,I said I love you not Im in.love with you to what she replied I love you too. Than she said:Im setting myself for a disaster.
When away from her I was and still am thinking about her the whole time.I wanted to have everyday contact with her since iy seemed natural to me,but she would not pick up my phone or text me back one word.I didnt want to be pushy,but I guess I was cause I didnt understand why she doesnt want that contact as much as I do...
One night I sent her an email after drinking some wine saying practically that Im falling for her. I didnt know what I wanted to hear back,but all she said was that she thinks I invested myself more into the whole thing.
I made her see me on the next day cause I wanted to talk to her. Biiiigggg mistake. She seemed so distant and cold. She told me:cant you just live in the moment? O saw in her eyes that she was freaked out.She said she doesnt want me or her to get attached and shes not sure if shes attracted to me and that maybe she was jusy curious and that she is straigth. She looked so confused!She added she knows she may regret finishing it.I left.Hugged her but acted like a bitch.Than we texted for a bit.She said it was g