
Your fairy tale of lies makes me want to ride faster and faster...



Posted by HarukkaHarrukka, that's a loaded question.
What happened MrFirebird with your sag?

Posted by HarukkaWell, Harukka, on the one hand, I wish it were that simple. You see, this affliction, apparently is my cross to bear, until my orders change.Posted by MrFirebirdThis made my heart cry, 30 years ....it must been hard on you all these years.Posted by HarukkaHarrukka, that's a loaded question.
What happened MrFirebird with your sag?
It's just about a 30 year old tragic love story.
I couldn't tell you how many sad songs and waltzes have played over and over, in my head.
Or the many films that occasionally remind me of her.
Darned, if she didn't watch Titanic the other night.
Saying it was sad.
Darned, if Celine Dion' s song doesn't play over and over in my head.
She's my Rose.
I used to live in San Diego, California, where I met her.
She left me around New Years, 1991
I feel as though I've been dead for 30 years.
The loneliness is like ice water. You can only last so long with ten thousand thousands of knives stabbing every fiber and ounce of your being.
I just moved to a rural location, just north of
Anadarko, Oklahoma, about a month ago.
I'm the wilderness. A severe thunderstorm rages.
I sometimes contemplate tempting fate.
Ya know?
I hold on, just in case she might decide she reallly needs me, some day. (I tell myself, that)
I was raised by a sag and a cap.
She's a sag Sun cap moon.
She always brings up strength and devotion.
And recently said she was lucky to have me.
Yeah. Well.... I'm sure her friends find me an amusing spectacle.
Like I said, she's my Rose
I don't know what I can say to you, but I'm sure that you deserve someone who will be there for you and never leave you. ❤
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Posted by HarukkaPosted by MrFirebirdPosted by HarukkaWell, Harukka, on the one hand, I wish it were that simple. You see, this affliction, apparently is my cross to bear, until my orders change.Posted by MrFirebirdThis made my heart cry, 30 years ....it must been hard on you all these years.Posted by HarukkaHarrukka, that's a loaded question.
What happened MrFirebird with your sag?
It's just about a 30 year old tragic love story.
I couldn't tell you how many sad songs and waltzes have played over and over, in my head.
Or the many films that occasionally remind me of her.
Darned, if she didn't watch Titanic the other night.
Saying it was sad.
Darned, if Celine Dion' s song doesn't play over and over in my head.
She's my Rose.
I used to live in San Diego, California, where I met her.
She left me around New Years, 1991
I feel as though I've been dead for 30 years.
The loneliness is like ice water. You can only last so long with ten thousand thousands of knives stabbing every fiber and ounce of your being.
I just moved to a rural location, just north of
Anadarko, Oklahoma, about a month ago.
I'm the wilderness. A severe thunderstorm rages.
I sometimes contemplate tempting fate.
Ya know?
I hold on, just in case she might decide she reallly needs me, some day. (I tell myself, that)
I was raised by a sag and a cap.
She's a sag Sun cap moon.
She always brings up strength and devotion.
And recently said she was lucky to have me.
Yeah. Well.... I'm sure her friends find me an amusing spectacle.
Like I said, she's my Rose
I don't know what I can say to you, but I'm sure that you deserve someone who will be there for you and never leave you. ❤
As strange as it may seem, I've learned that true love really does hurt. It suffer and endure the most dreadful challenges. The hottest fire that I can think of, is infidelity and betrayal. Now add to that experience, losing your home, your children, your career, your health. Every day, you wake up and wonder why you don't just drop dead.
I don't know.... I find myself perplexed of the notion "Deserving to be loved". What does one do to deserve to be loved?
I know it's not that simple, but I want you to just be happy, even if this is your true love, maybe you need to let go of her, and see? I know it's very hard to let go of someone you love.
But sometimes you just need to that .
What does one do to deserve to be loved?
I don't know also.
What I know is to be loved you need to love yourself first, sometimes even if you love ur self some people will never love you the way you want them be.
Not because there is something wrong
with u, or they are better than you, it's because we're human we love and hate for unknown reasons.
You can't force someone to love you the way you love them.
I know this is harsh, but it's the naked truth.
I was there ...I tried for years to love that man who loved me more than anything, I could not love him...or live with him....I was in agony....I just can't believe it's over now.
So I think it will be the best for you both if you just move on ....just live happy MrFirebirdclick to expand


Posted by Neno2In the words of Robin Williams "you're a sick man".
Sag ladies are awesome?actually i cant forget one i encountered?our synasty chart has lot of soulmate aspects and attraction aspects?never saw more compatible chart to mine and she even likes me too
Bad luck i guess,shes faithful to her bf but i think she likes me more?shit

Posted by Neno2Posted by DwellingOnMoveYes shes a Sagittarius and i am a scorpio,other than that we have few major attraction aspects, also few soulmate ones?ik this girl,she is marriage material?she loves freedom but it doesn't mean she would cheatPosted by Neno2Posted by DwellingOnMove?i dont understand what u mean at allPosted by Neno2Posted by MrFirebirdWhy sick?Posted by Neno2In the words of Robin Williams "you're a sick man".
Sag ladies are awesome?actually i cant forget one i encountered?our synasty chart has lot of soulmate aspects and attraction aspects?never saw more compatible chart to mine and she even likes me too
Bad luck i guess,shes faithful to her bf but i think she likes me more?shit
suggestion: if you were healthy and sane, you wouldn't talk so excited about those Sag girls.
not sure if this is what he means. but that fits with love matters on dxp. PA's dxp: you deserve your situation.
the question is how can these two types of people ever think positive of each other:
- the one who puts her freedom above all
and
- the one who puts partner's devotion above all?
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Posted by HarukkaIf you told your story about your x, before, I'm afraid I missed it.Posted by MrFirebirdI don't know.
Harukka, see my last reply.
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Posted by HarukkaPosted by MrFirebirdI really don't wanna talk about it.Posted by HarukkaIf you told your story about your x, before, I'm afraid I missed it.Posted by MrFirebirdI don't know.
Harukka, see my last reply.
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Do you have any children, together?
In my case, we have two daughters. Both are grown. We also have a Grandson, who is 8 1/2.
I love each of them, however, I am in a place where there is great distance between us. My love scattered across America, you might say.
The experience has been excruciatingly painful.
For no just cause.
Can a Sagittarius woman be faithful and commited?
Yes, she can.
What I'm saying here is that there is an answer to your problem.
On the question "Do we 'deserve' to be loved?"
What's interesting is that while some might say "yes", there "may" be flaw in perceiving or noting the implications of that yes.
To say "I deserve to be loved" or "I don't deserve to be loved" is actually putting a price on love, itself, as if it were merchandise, a commodity, bought and sold, for a price.
In every society, women sell their bodies for a price. They are known as prostitutes.
Some sell their bodies for money, or jewelry, others for drugs, alcohol, perhaps a roof over their heads, or for food for their children. Many reasons why they choose that occupation.
Some might do it for twisted kicks, and some might do it in search of real love. For some, it could be some forgotten underlying issue. Perhaps a way to erase someone they they actually loved, but for whatever reason, a certain regret and pain never seems to part from them.
At some point, their lives become so fractured, they are too confused for all their lovers. They enter into the age of hurt, in a world of woe.
The tragedy is, for these people, making the same mistake over and over and expect different results, insanity can become their habitation.
A terrible place to be.
There is an Answer.
Google the story of Hosea and Gomer.
All I can say is that he was monster, a cancer man with alot of leo placements + religion man lollll he is really really bad person, I tried for years to see the good of him, nothing, I reach the hell ....I will choose to die over being with him again.
He still think that I will back to him one day lol he has no logic (typical cancer)
So maybe you and your sag in a really different situation.
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Posted by MrFirebird
... "Do we 'deserve' to be loved?"
... putting a price on love, itself, as if it were merchandise, a commodity, bought and sold, for a price.
In every society, women sell their bodies for a price. They are known as prostitutes.
...
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