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I am a very silly person and do have my "own" sense of humor, SO Im not sure if he is turned off by my silliness or still mad about the things that I said to him...I often get mad at me him because he is insensitive...I go off on him,,,then apologize later...he continues to ignore and I end up going off again,only later to apologize again....I know he thinks I am seriously crazy.

Out of curiosity, what astro sign are you Softy??

I'm a cancer...why?

Softy trust me, you are not crazy and he really does not believe that as well. I think the more you apologize the more he put the pressure on!! He wants to know how sincere you are when you do say sorry. Like I said, its been 2 years for me and I believe my test is still not over..Helll at this point, I have nothing to lose. As far as other men, they have not matched up for my liking. Maybe he has control over that too as well.