Evolving to a higher self .

Is anyone of you out there evolved from the lower scorpio stinger...
Anyone ... Lol

I'm in so much pain and hurt I can't deal with it anymore BUT I feel something is changing.
Some days I want to destroy what has caused me this pain it's not one particular person but a few. But a few hours after breaking down I come through it and can smile and work on myself. But again I slip back and fourth between these two states. This is a new thing for me maybe because the hurt goes deeper than anything I've experienced before.
I've been in this state for 8 months it's not depression it's an experience I've had that has caused this pain. I WANT to rise above it I choose to. I've had the power in my hands to get revenge so bad but I have chosen not to do it I don't want to and believe me I wouldn't have thought twice about it before it would have been done.

I crave a change I don't want to live this way anymore, inside my mind hurting myself I want to be free and love deep.

Help LOL

Posted by Tinxy

Anyone ... Lol


Help LOL

I think I qualify.


You're already there (close, anyway)--


I WANT to rise above it I choose to.


Keep walking it out, until it becomes natural.

And keep talking... ratting yourself out when you feel bad

is (imo) a good way to stay honest and be true to yourself.

*hugs*

🙂

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Posted by Forren
Ask yourself what needs to be refined or discarded and eliminate any internal patterns of toxicity which may put you “under siege”.

That won't work, the ego will always make up excuses for itself. you have to learn through experience.

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This is spot on

The ego is keeping me back I feel myself fighting it. It's like some ugly little troll that I want to strangle , of I get rid of this ego I can be free.

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Posted by Tinxy

Anyone ... Lol


Help LOL

I think I qualify.


You're already there (close, anyway)--


I WANT to rise above it I choose to.


Keep walking it out, until it becomes natural.

And keep talking... ratting yourself out when you feel bad

is (imo) a good way to stay honest and be true to yourself.

*hugs*

🙂

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Thank you

I'm trying to to do just this I'm fighting it lol I will win

Hopefully

What I did to "raise above" everything that hurt me was loosely based in Ho'oponopono, a Hawaiian practice of reconciliation and forgiveness. What I did personally was keep repeating the four mantras: I love you, please forgive me, I'm sorry and thank you. After I forgave myself and everything that hurt me I felt so light and great and finally whole. Hope it helps!

Posted by Tinxy
Is anyone of you out there evolved from the lower scorpio stinger...
Anyone ... Lol

I'm in so much pain and hurt I can't deal with it anymore BUT I feel something is changing.
Some days I want to destroy what has caused me this pain it's not one particular person but a few. But a few hours after breaking down I come through it and can smile and work on myself. But again I slip back and fourth between these two states. This is a new thing for me maybe because the hurt goes deeper than anything I've experienced before.
I've been in this state for 8 months it's not depression it's an experience I've had that has caused this pain. I WANT to rise above it I choose to. I've had the power in my hands to get revenge so bad but I have chosen not to do it I don't want to and believe me I wouldn't have thought twice about it before it would have been done.

I crave a change I don't want to live this way anymore, inside my mind hurting myself I want to be free and love deep.

Help LOL

Calm down and talk to yourself. Scorpio's are very intense and impulsive - we are very quick to react what we feel...then regret comes later.
Revenge is such an ugly dark emotions that most scorpios experience, including myself. It's very powerful but be in total control.

To rise above I usually embrace my own frustrations ( cry behind closed doors - gosh I kept doing this several times).
Embracing our weakness is a sign that we are mature and master of our own emotions. Break free and Don't get bound.
We usually suffer of that emotions because we are very hard on ourselves - unforgiving, revengeful, vindictive.
So be kind and be gentle of yourself. Heal your soul.
Get well soon. Conquer it.

Posted by Impulsv

I'm going to try meditation and that's not an impulsive thing I've thought about it long and hard lol

I'm due to have CBT (cognital behavioural therapy) because I have a rare heart condition and a symptom of it is anxiety so I think it will be very helpful.

I'm deffo going to use this mantra vid in my meditation.

Thanks all for your comments it's really helped

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