MISSING my love

booooooooo this sucks, I hate this. He's far away and I miss him, and am paranoid that he'll change his mind with me, and omg do I go move across the country and ahhhhhhhhhhh it's only been 24 hours and I hate this, I hate this!!! Work better keep me busy, I gotta keep myself busy and how do I get a job out there when I am here and ffffffffffffff this is hard.

haha, did we think life or love was simple? I gotta learn sometime!