LOL...I know I am trying to calm myself down..seriously even as I write this I am rocking on my chair..can't sit still...
I usually start a fight when I am feeling like this..
Poo!..aint got anyone around me to start on..let me just piss someone off so they get angry with me..then I can start on them..Yeah now theres a plan..
I actually had an argument with the Aries chick at work on Monday..she crumbled under pressure and somehow it was my fault..so I shouted right back at her and gave her my death stare..then on Tuesday she pulled me aside in the kitchen and apologised..
Message posted by: bluestars03 on 3/21/2007 4:56:17 AM ip: xxx.xxx.xxx.54 Don't say that MM she's an Aries lol (and probably my closest friend)
I have an Aries friend that I am really close to and of course my best friend is Sagi..I think I have a huge connection to fire...I don't think I should bother with earth signs..they are too calm..lol..I need POWER godamn it!!!!
To Spain—..Hun i've got so many places to see and spain isn't that far...I have Boston in April, Paris around that time too cos my friends getting married and then Scotland in August (climbing Ben Nevis) and then September is usually the big holiday..going with my Aries friend (female)..don't know where yet..thinking Mexico or Thailand
LOL..Well actually Aries birthday is on Friday..he's kindly told me that well in advance..but I can't get him anything him being in NYC...I do really like him though..he's a total sweetheart and the most annoying man in the world..I didn't speak to him on MSN yesterday cos I was a bit busy at work..he is too from what it seems (being a criminal lawyer) but he sent me an email saying:
"Where were you today? I missed you .. .. .. .."
Awww...He's called Makky..He thinks he's found his soulmate..pfffft..(well actually he has)
I have to admit though Rox..I think Aries do come very close to that..Especially for me..being of the fiery/aggressive disposition..I need a powerful man..Somehow the Virgo isn't cutting it in that department..
LMAO...See thats the kind of relationship I am talking about...I like their overpowering nature..because it keeps me sane..I've always said men who just drive me to the brink of despair are the ones that will win me over in the end..that famous quote "he who angers you, conquers you"..is very true for me...And with this Aries, it just kinda happened..we initially started talking in August via a mutual friend..and we hated each other..I thought he was an arrogant tosser and he thought I was too up my own backside..but we exchanged email addresses and haven't stopped talking since..it just builds and builds and gets stronger by the day..He's from Damascus by the way..really manly..LOL..We are practically married on MSN..I am telling you..he's totally adorable..right age as well (going to be 31)
But then theres this Scorp as well..who I just want to squeeeeeeeeeeze really tight and love him to death too..Virgo is lovely as well don't get me wrong..but thats it..he's just lovely..he hasn't got the ooomph I need (not yet anyway)...and well I can't be arsed to make the effort all the time..I never chase and I don't see why I should have to either..
Well in your case, he's followed you to Spain and you guys have plenty of history..don't think he's going anywhere fast..and you seem to have a fine relationship..and two gorgeous kids from him..Is the clinical depression a long term thing? I guess it is...
LOL..Yeah I am the same way about people with depression..I can't understand how one is unable to shake it off and get a grip of themselves..really!..shit aint hard..
Yeah more pics..I don't have anymore at work..only of me..and your not getting those..
I have to fill out this employment pre-screening form..Man its sooooooooooo boring...have been doing it all morning..really can't be arsed..I HATE FORMS!
LOL @ sentiments about forms...GOSH I HATE THEM...Have been doing the same thing for about 4 hours now..still can't be bothered..will leave it till end of day..and I never read instructions either Cap