|| S c o r p i o Guy & T a u r u s Girl ||

i know that opposites tend to attract, and that they can also be disasters. but opposite signs aren't really "opposites" in actuality. it means that they complement each other in so many ways that it can make them inseparable, yet they are also so different in other ways that it can cause tension. but i think most relationships are kinda like that in some way or another, and i also think that there are more aspects to why a certain pair is brought together in the first place. yeah, there's a magnetic pull towards your polar opposite (in this case), but why do they always have to be so hard? i guess it depends on your whole chart. overall, it would be a rollar coaster ride. whether or not we'll make it will depend on our dedication. not just sun signs alone, although it may have something to do with it.

i'm a TAURUS, but i have a CANCER moon, which makes me more emotional and a little less stubborn. don't get me wrong, i'm still as freakin loyal as can be, but i'm more understanding and forgiving when it comes to my boyfriend. it all depends, i guess. he can hurt me sometimes, but i always tend to realize that just because he may act strangely at times, it doesn't mean he's cruel, but that he may be going through something at the time. most of the problems have to do with us going to school in different places. i hate to worry, so i try not to. but he saids that he's completely devoted to me, and he has always been deep and emotional with me (when we're not beating each other up.. lol). i'm deep myself, so i always spend hours thinking about everything. this cancer moon of mine really drives me crazy. it actually causes the most confusing personality yet. i love to write music and sing though, so maybe i'll perform something especially for him. awwwww.. this post made me miss him even more. i think i'm gonna end this and listen to some music while thinking about him. wow. long-distance relationships are supposed to be hard, but i've never had any problem with temptation. but i was always like that, though. i'm weird. i'm actually act like an idiot in real life. my boyfriend thinks i'm freakin psycho.. haha.

i used to think that i was not really meant for relationships, because i was really never interested. i was in a few, but i never wanted to kiss anyone. is that weird? so all my realtionships before him was mere talk. i talked and talked and it worked. but i wasn't interested romantically. i was really into self-fulfillment and i had problems with wanting people. until my guy came along, that is. i was wondering whether or not i'm the ONLY person in the world who's like this. i've never had any real crushes. ain't that freakin peculiar? and what drew me to him was the personality. that's what i really look for. as strange as it sounds. i felt an intellectual connection. i was always mature for my age. thinking about the perfect one all my life, even though i'm only 18.. lol. so i guess he was the only person i met who was on my wavelength. i mean, he's a goofball, too.. but he's really deep. my kind of deep. my cancer moon isn't so bad sometimes, i guess.

so i know i'll never cheat, because even though i'm crazy wild, i'm true in the romance department. i just hope that he means well, too, and that it won't end up biting me in the ass. ouch.

look.. here i go on babbling again wen i was supposed to stop.. lol. but seriously.. i think scorpios and tauruses can either be the BEST or WORST for one another. if it's good, then it'll be the best anyone can hope for. even though i love him, i can say that i can be really crushed sometimes, though. there goes my cancer moon again, getting me all sentimental. but yes, it's always worth taking a risk if you're strong and brave enough.

i guess it's ok for me because i have a powerful heart (taurus), yet i have a sympathetic one as well (cancer). otherwise, i'd be running in circles with all the relationship tension (opposite signs tension).

goodnight, ppl.

"i used to think that i was not really meant for relationships, because i was really never interested. i was in a few, but i never wanted to kiss anyone. is that weird? so all my realtionships before him was mere talk. i talked and talked and it worked. but i wasn't interested romantically. i was really into self-fulfillment and i had problems with wanting people. until my guy came along, that is."

-- No! Whoa that must be your Taurus nature for sure! You described me to a tee lol

my boyfriend is emotional, being a passionate water sign. and since he's emotional, he thinks that if i'm not as equally emotional, it means that something's wrong. but i tell him that it just means that we're somewhat different in how we express outselves. but my cancer moon does gives me a softer edge, so i hope that that side can help him get reassured. i know that some scorpios have fears about the relationship's future when they really care, and i guess that can make them pessimistic and/or worried/possessive. i'm starting to see his perspecitive, and it hurts me inside when he begins to question me. it hurts me a lot because i care for him with all i am. i'm not even sure what to do. i can say one thing -- it's totally eating me up inside. i'm not sure why he's always so scared. he tells me his fears, but it's like he can never get over them. i can always try to reassure him.. but i can never be sure if i even succeed. i love him but i feel so lost sometimes..m=

he called me not too long after i logged off from this thing. he apologized and he sounded sincere enough. i know he cares. he wouldn't have been stressing over me if he didn't, and i wouldn't have been stressing over him if i didn't. so we both care. now what? is he gonna keep threatening me every now and then when he feels like he's gonna lose me? i know he's more worried about me losing interest than about me cheating. i can sense it in his words. i dunno. i feel weird talking about this stuff on here all of a sudden. i mean, you guys don't really know me so it's not too bad, but it still feels weird. anywhoo.. i'll just leave it at that. i'll see how it goes. i dunno if i'm even looking for advice, cuz i dunno if it's gonna even help. he's paranoid and i'm stuck. i'll just see how it goes from this state, i guess........