Freak in me!

I'm usually very reserved and conservative but there's this freaky chick that lives in me and she got out big time last nite. Ok, so i go over to my capricorn friends house, i've known him for a couple months and he has a girlfriend (well if u ask him, he'll say its a good friend!), we've flirted with each other but nothing more than that. Anyway we're sitting there watching tv, he's got the lights dimmed, soft music and food (talk about how to seduce a taurus) and something just ignites in me, before i know it i start ripping off his shirt, shoving my tongue down his throat, brushing up against him and i mean RUBBING...not to mention other things that have got me blushing right now just thinking about it. Anyway he responds by giving me as good as he is getting and lets just say it was a nite of rough...hard...passionate...cant stop my legs from shaking...bite the pillow...bend over and show me what your working with...sex:-)!!! After it was over he just kept talking about how good and wild it was and how much i was a badass! Anyway the thing is for me, that once it was over i just wanted to put my clothes on and go home, i was feeling like "ok, I came...I conquered...so lets move on" which is something i dont really do!

He's sent me two texts this morning and i have not replied...I JUST DONT WANT TO!...to be honest i want him to leave me alone! I needed a good seeing to and he gave it to me...THE END! I know i started something that i have got to finish but hell i just wanna forget about it. What's a girl to do?

DAMN THAT FREAK IN ME!

So, wait...the TV AND the RADIO were both on?

lol

VL, I've done the same thing, once. If you don't have feeligns for him, then tell him. Tell him if was just that the moment overcame you and you went with your instincts. And as a result, the both of you had amazing sex. Stroke his ego - but also tell him the truth.

Actually it was BET!

LOL! :-)

I'm gonna have to tell him...cuz i cant fake it...if i'm not feeling you like that, i'm just not....DEAL WITH IT! Ooooh thats cold...but really thats my problem i wish i could tell him straight up like that but its trying not to sound so nasty about it...right now i'm in blunt mode...he's a capricorn with issues already, i really dont need to add to them. I think i'm just gonna ignore him and wait till i'm feeling a bit more sociable...well not too sociable...hell, thats what got me in this freakin mess!

haha..u get it...freakin mess?

*ok bad joke...i apologize* 😢

you're gonna find yourself in a "freaky situation" if u keep messing with me...😄

Argh! The cappy man cheated on his girlfriend....thats terrible. It sounds like he set the mood to have you. You are soooo bad too!!! Oh wild and bad you!!! 🙂

I know i was bad...i mean i cant stand people who cheat and there i go committing what i call the biggest sin...still trying to get over it!!! Its not that i dont like him, i mean he's cute and everything but right now i'm still hung up on my cancer man (who still has not contacted me by the way...aaaaaaghhhhh!). Anyway my capricorn friend calls me last nite, i ignore the call then feel guilty and call back about an hour later. He asks me why i never texted him or called in the day, then makes some joke about me thinking i'm better than him (i feel my blood pressure rising..) but i'm polite, give a little chuckle and make some excuse about having things to do. He then demands to know what things(ok i'm about to say something real nasty so I bite my lip). I tell him i'll call him back and the poor things still waiting! (OMG..i'm treating him how my cancer man treats me...not a good sign...just cant deal right now...need my space...its all my cancer man's fault...cuz its certainly not mine...I'm taking no blame) :-)

*VL hangs her head in shame*

Oh, just enjoy it!

... and since he wants to get possessive and u don't like him like tHaT, tell him he's nobody to be demanding answers... just find a nice way of putting it yourself... 😄

🙂

Venus lady
So did the cap guy stop bothering u or what. I am guessing u guys have stopped interacting with each other else u would have surely posted some update.

I was wondering the same...has the cap man called again?

*UPDATE*

Yes, my cap called quite a few times but i never answered, he never left a message until the last call where he mentioned that he had called me several times and i had not replied to one. So, i decided to call him this weekend to explain that I didn't want to take this any further....well, guess what? he answers and tells me in an aloof and conceited manner that he cant talk to me because he is out with his fiance (wow..last week she was his good friend...how suddenly things change when a man's ego has been bruised!) and that he will have to get back to me when its more convenient, which he hasn't. The thing is i can't blame him, he is reacting exactly how i thought he would, like a spoilt child! To be honest i was glad he was with his fiance/good friend, it saved me the hassle of having to get personal and explain why i hadn't called. Just hope he doesn't think he made me jealous because i'm not (I can be but only when i seriously care about someone)...but where he's concerned i am far from it!

Ok, dude had a girlfriend, not so cool. But the freak in you?? Let that gal loose more often. You turned him out it's over. Find a friend with benefits, nothing is wrong with letting the freak out. It's good to wear a short skirt with no underwear on and let "that special someone" have at it baby.