Hi I desperately need some help here...my story started in december 2005 when i met this taurus guy that my friend set me up with...we had a dinner together and then went to dance...we had such a good time together...the next day the guy called me and asked me to come with him to some party but i refused cause at that moment I had feelings for another man...he called me few times but i kept refusing, so i guess he just got tired...we haven't seen each other since...but met recently and i felt like my heart was just falling when i looked at him...i emailed him but received a one liner in response...so i assume he doesn't want to know me anymore...i wish i could bring back that time or that we would have met not back then but now and everything would be different...i'm really falling for him, my heart is in pain because i keep thinking about him...if i would only have a chance to explain him that back in december i couldn't go out with him because i didn't wanted to hurt him, i hate misleading a person or playing with one's heart, I thought it's better that i let him know upfront...i couldnt go out with him and have feelings for another person, that would be unfair to him(taurus guy) it would be like cheating on him and myself as well...i wish he would give me last chance and i would make him the most loved person on earth...but i dont' know how or what to do...if anyone has any suggestions i would really appreciate it.
