Random Thoughts

I still think of him..the one that i feel got a way..a cappie..wonder why i cant shake it..Who was the one u feel got a way? i dont think i will ever be the same(sighs)

Of course you still think on him. There will always be wondering and what ifs. *smh* No getting around that one. But I firmly believe that things shake out the way they did for a reason. Perhaps lives were not meant to mesh at that point for a damned good purpose. Perhaps something much greater at work saved me from years of pain. Mayhap something far greater is in store for me. Maybe what I truly thought I wanted was not at all what I need. Not good for me where I live deep inside. Maybe helped steer my course towards something that is. Something truly meant to last.

amen! timing was bad for us.and things do happen for a reason.still have indirect contact with this person text/email..maybe thats why i cant seem to let all my feelings die.because i have this constant reminder.even if i stop contact,he wont.so i know i have feelings for this person and he knows too.i have moved on relationship wise but i guess i will always wonder what if.just one of those times where i wished i could go back and change.thanks for listening to my random thoughts vb. it is good hear rock hard realism.that i temp forget sometimes.it seems that i am constantly at war with myself about this person,but yet i know at the end of the day what the true result is.thanks again