Taurus with a scorpio rising

U know sometimes I really have a bad time desiding wich one Im like-- I seem to take the negative of scorpio and the positive of taurus and really it just confuses me how wierd I act diffrently around diffrent people. and people actually call me strong but I would say to my self too bad Im really not....
well really the one thing I took is the silent thing..
so any body here a taurus with a scorp rising feel free to comment

Thnx🙂

Hey Taurus^Mirage I also have a scorpio rising and wow I feel the same way! I don't know if it's because of this also but I've always felt like I have an internal battle going on, a battle with myself- the good and the bad. And like you I too can act very differently around different people, I mean it really is funny how different peoples opinions of me can be, I just kinda laugh inside. Even my mom has told me that she doesn't know if she really knows me sometimes. My general personality is that of a nice, simple, cool taurus and that is how I am but at the same time I feel like there are such huge contrasts inside that I try to hide. I am very reserved, I don't like questions, I don't like to express what really goes on and I never let anyone know where I really stand. However at the same time I can give the impression that I can be very open and honest because I can blah spill out 'everything' once I get started but what they don't realize is that I'm not really saying where I stand on it or whether I'll take action or whether it's important or not.
I can react very differently to the same situation. I'm not emotional, I have a lot of self control however once my emotions have been stirred they are the complete opposite, I turn into a wrecked mess, out of control. There really is no shades of gray. When I barely met my guy I remember one time he told me that I was cold, emotionless, and that wasn't the first time I had heard that. When he told me that I found it amusing so I just laughed even though I knew he was mad and prabably frustrated. But I now realize that it was probably because somewhere inside I felt threatened, I knew that he could stir up my emotions. Sure enough now he says that I'm too emotional and that I'm being driven by them, that I can be too extreme. This is when I'm jelous, I can suffer from paranoi 🙂 So either I really care or I don't give a fu--.

Well,im a scorpio with a taurus moon so I think I may know where your coming from.This is what my charts stated about it.

-190 opposition
You have an internal struggle between your needs and your wants.You can lack focus and be indecisive as a result.Your ability to be objective is both an asset and a liability,simply because when you decide on one route you are pulled in another direction at the same time.Something tugs at you and you begin to question your stance."But what if..." and "On the other hand..." are statements you can't help making and that plagues you.You are always aware of the opposing point of view and the other side of the coin.

^^Do you got any of those issues as well?I don't really know if rising signs really are just what other people see you as or not cause my rising signs also in my venus and mercury and another one or two in non-important planets.Different people see what they like about you and focus on those things while another person can like you for a completely opposite reason is what I found myself in.The thing I have issues with is being told Im nice,innocent and always giving because I KNOW I can be very,very mean as well if needs be and also start to get paranoid about whether or not they are going to depend on me TOO much for those reasons.I don't want to have people depend on me too much because I don't know if that will become a liability for them and thier own problem solving skills.

Amazing Tauruschic lots of people (-including family-) called me cold but really it all has to do with self control. Self control maybe one of the only things I can pat my back for. Well really I began a theory and read this but feel free to comment on it.
Rising signs are truley the way we look(something we all know) and the manerisims or survivng techniques we use n the world.
so...
sun-ascendent aspect(remember this is only a theory)tm:lol

*conjuctions= we survive by expressing ourselves or in other words biend spontaneose and not having to wear a mask

*semi-sextile= we act opposite of what we are (look at taureses with aries rising)

*sextile= This one of the subconsies aspects where we chose to wear a mask when times cal for it

*squares= This has to do with struggle to survive but adjusting ur survival skills to really have harmony
(I also have a leo moon *ouch*)

*Trines= Think of this as wearing a mask but still kinda acting like who u knw ur really are and people will realize it

*oppositions= The man in the iron mask applies to this. Its stuck and its up to him to balance himself out by getting in touch with what he wants. And the muskateers (family,friends,significant others....etc) can help you with finding that balance.
--lol man I need to catch up on movies--


*quinqunx= This is one of the complex things. I like to think of this as a combination of a sextile aspect with a semi-sextile aspect put in 1.

again feel free to comment on this.....

You have an internal struggle between your needs and your wants.You can lack focus and be indecisive as a result.Your ability to be objective is both an asset and a liability,simply because when you decide on one route you are pulled in another direction at the same time.Something tugs at you and you begin to question your stance."But what if..." and "On the other hand..." are statements you can't help making and that plagues you.You are always aware of the opposing point of view and the other side of the coin.

Tiamat that is just how I feel oooh life will be a long journey...

lots of people (-including family-) called me cold but really it all has to do with self control....... TRUE!

I get that a lot too, but we're not cold we're just not sappy emotional! Or maybe we hide feelings or hell we're just not aware of them! I can remember being told that many times since I was little. And we have that in common too Mirage, a loooooooot of self-control, you ever feel like maybe sometimes it's not such a great thing? sometimes I feel like that but I can't help it, it's almost like we test ourselves.

This may not be a result of my rising but I also tend to really enjoy chaos and somehow seek it out.