I started that "i'm lonely" topic, wow, thanks for all the posts and the poems, I must say, i do feel a lot better, I dont really understand what was happening to me, i was in a very bad state of mind, like i found out my friend almost comitted suicide and I got turned away from the only girl I've ever been in LOVE with in the same few days, and I was just breaking down fast! Everythings all okay now for me, I'm happy again, for the first time in a LONG time. My friends doing fine and getting help, and I'm still friends with the girl who doesn't feel for me as I feel for her, so all is calm. I'm still single heh, but its okay, as 311 (my favorite band of all time!) say, "if its not good, it my get better, if its not good, it might just sever." So looks like I should just let my song sing itself and let the cards fall where they may. Peace, stay positive and love your lives.